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Lets talk about Strom Thurmond
Posted:Mar 18, 2019 1:09 pm
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2019 7:41 pm
We heard about Ruth Bader Ginsberg and her recent short comings so now lets be fair and see the other side of the coin.

Strom Thurmond, born James Strom Thurmond, served in office for 48 years partially as a Democrat and ended his career as a Republican. He passed away while still in office at the age of 100.

What I do not like about his legacy is the fact that later in life he was voting strictly party and not even knowing what he was voting on, for or about. He would fall asleep in the chamber in his chair and was being awakened by the senators that were more or less babysitting him and told it was time for him to vote. He would ask those senators how he was supposed to vote, yay or nay. The man did not know what he was voting on or for, just voting the way he was told.

Even though I was a registered Republican but still moderate at the time this appalled me. This is just one of the many reasons that eventually I went back to being a Democrat. The Republicans kept him going because he was a sure vote their way.

As far as Ruth Ginsberg goes she is serving a lifetime appointment and it is totally up to her and her Constitutional right to serve for as long as she chooses. She did not make that law but it was already determined before she took office.

Personally I do feel that justices, senators and house representatives should have an age limit for their term in office. There comes a point where they are just too old to make sound decisions on their own and this goes for Democrats and Republicans both.

I do feel that all justices should be moderate, rather Republican or Democrat so they can examine both sides of an issue instead of just voting along party lines. This may be one of the reasons why Ruth Ginsberg stays in office to try to keep the balance of power more equal.

Strom Thurmond could have retired with dignity and honor also before he passed away while still in office.

I tried to find more pics of the senator but just about everything I found had a copyright through the middle of it.

More transsexual showgirls
Posted:Mar 17, 2019 11:09 am
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2019 7:53 pm
Like many others on blogs I try to write about subjects of interest to me. My own lifestyle of being a woman is obviously of interest to me and I do get views, followers and readers and seem to get enough for me to make it worthwhile writing my blogs. I try to stay away from political blogs but will post when I see something that is total BS. Also I try to shy away from criticizing others unless they come at me first.

I had saved more pics of trans showgirls than I realized and they are good pics. Now that I have them I want to use them before I delete them from my files.

I just wish that I would have had the opportunity to be a showgirl. I would have loved to have been able to go to work and put on a showgirl costume and go on stage smiling at the audience, turning around with my backside facing to audience and suggestively shaking my bottom at them.

I have had some experiences where I worked as a woman. This gave me the opportunity to live full time as a woman and I did take advantage of that and lived full time as a woman.

My desire to be a showgirl
Posted:Mar 16, 2019 11:31 am
Last Updated:Mar 18, 2019 7:54 pm
Yes, with breasts made to be sucked, lips made for sucking and an ass made for fucking; these girls were born male but now live and earn a living as a female.

Hormones and when they start taking them helps make the difference on how the girls (Tgirls) of today are becoming even more feminine and with better shapes and bigger boobs. Drag shows have been in existence for many years and started becoming more popular since about the early 1900s. They get more popular as time goes by and are becoming more accepted.

Some of the girls back in the 1960s or so could naturally develop small breasts but now the girls of today starting HRT earlier and having better access to estrogen, progesterone and spironolactone (a testosterone blocker) are developing larger and natural boobs. My own tits are a result of gynecomastia, which is female breast growth in males and that was caused by a hormonal imbalance. Most males consider gynecomastia a curse but I thought of it as a gift and did what I could to promote it and develop my own breasts.

Some drag shows are much better than others. We have drag shows in Reno at some of the local nightclubs and bars but they are not quite what one would see in SF, LA, NO or NYC. The last one that Husband took me to at a local spot the girls were not passable and some were obese and it just was not that convincing. The irony of it though was that there were better looking passable girls in the audience that were there to view the show.

My first close exposure to drag showgirls was years ago when I was a cocktail waitress at TG orientated gay nightclub. There were 11 of us girls that worked there, 5 including myself were cocktail waitresses and 6 were showgirls/dancers. The showgirls were Las Vegas type. All of us girls lived full time as a woman cuz that was required by the owner and we were all passable in public. We all lived at the same apartment complex but each with our own apartment and the complex was owned by the same owner of the nightclub we worked at. He gave us a special rental rate on our apartments.

I would have taken a bit of a hit financially but wanted to switch from carrying a tray to being one of the showgirls on stage. I was next on the list to be a showgirl but I would have had to learned all the moves and be able to dance like a showgirl should. I would have taken a hit on money cuz of losing out on tips which were good. The showgirls were paid more but they did not make tips. Gay people do have a tendency to tip well. But good tips came with a price cuz we cocktail girls got patted and squeezed on the butt often and we had smile at the patron that was doing it. We had to wear skimpy scanty uniforms and high heels. The owner had envisioned of having kind of like a gay Playboy club.

The showgirls dressed in Vegas showgirl outfits that displayed breast cleavage and plenty of butt cheek. My name was on the list and I would be next to start training as a showgirl but the owner was into some illegal activities and was arrested. The club was closed plus us girls had to find another place to live and find other jobs. Most had to leave fem life for awhile and seek work and a place to live as a male.

I did have a strong desire to be a showgirl but that was the closest I ever got. Below are pics of actual real life transsexual showgirls.

International Women's Day
Posted:Mar 8, 2019 11:22 am
Last Updated:Mar 15, 2019 12:09 am
Today is International Women's Day. Annie Lennox formerly of the Eurythmics, one of my favorites from the 80s BTW, is promoting this day. There are also other celebrities joining her.

It is about violence against women and the atrocities and also the progress being made by women. This has to do with all over the world.

Most people read my blogs do know I think of myself as a woman even though I still have useless junk down below. I do have boobs and everything else about is womanly and feminine.

So I am celebrating this day with millions of other women world wide.
I would not want the taxpayers to pay for my sex change
Posted:Mar 5, 2019 11:38 pm
Last Updated:Mar 15, 2019 12:10 am
I did start SRS and was already living as a woman when I was approved by the docs. After being approved and already making my surgery dates for a boob job and vaginoplasty I did cancel cuz of finances. Not only would the surgeries cost money but there was also the fact of having to stay on female hormones for the rest of my life and at the time when I was going to do this HRT was very costly and not covered by too many insurances.

I would have had to go right to work as a woman to support myself and not too many employers were thinking of hiring a post op transwoman. I did not have a resume or work history as a woman to take with me to a job interview.

About 20 or so years ago I read that the city of San Francisco would fund SRS/GRS surgeries for their city employees. I did not feel this was right for taxpayers to pay the expense of someone changing sexes. This is not a life or death surgery!

More recently it has been in the news about people going into the military to try to get SRS funded. I do not feel this was quite right either. If one cannot have their surgeries by different means then that was too bad but the tax payers should not have to carry the burden.

It is difficult to get approved for one surgery but I got lucky and was approved for a second surgery. I was approved for a second chance cuz I convinced the docs that I would be living as a woman anyway and there was also a man that I was madly in love with and we planned on getting legally married as husband and wife.

Not every person that tries for surgery does get approved for it. The docs; a psychiatrist and a surgeon has to approve the surgeries and it has to be determined that the patient would be better off living as a female. If the patient changes her mind after the surgery then it is too late and there is a mutilated individual cuz once the surgery is performed it cannot be reversed. The transgendered person has to live with what has been done to her. Suicide rate is high among women like me.

As it turned out my man bailed on me leaving me high and dry and I had to cancel my rare second chance also. He was going to pay for half and I was going to pay half. This was the arrangement cuz I was going to be his woman after the surgery. My surgery dates for breast augmentation and vaginoplasty were already arranged and I had to cancel. What was sad was that I sold my half interest of a successful restaurant and my house in southern California to pay for my half of the operation.

There is no way that I would be given a 3rd chance so I just gave up on the idea and found different ways to live as a woman.

Dreams like these
Posted:Feb 28, 2019 2:02 pm
Last Updated:Mar 7, 2019 3:11 am
I do not have them frequently but over the I have had some weird dreams are kinda similar to this pic. When I found this pic on the internet it reminded of these dreams, although they have not been exactly like this.

I have been a fully naked women just wearing high heels in some dreams and I am being chased by giant alien sperm from outer space and are trying to get inside me. They are not like the ones in the pic with the eyeball head but just giant sperm with a cone shaped head and long tail. It has never happened in the dreams but it just seems to be known if they do get inside me I will get knocked and my tits will be like basketballs and I will get a swelly belly about like Octomom, remember her? My tummy gets bigger with each sperm finds its way inside .

I have had several dreams of being a naked woman in front of a group of fully dressed people, men and women both and I am there for their entertainment. These dreams have BDSM overtones.
I had to cut husband off from fucking me.
Posted:Jan 29, 2019 1:37 am
Last Updated:Feb 1, 2019 5:25 pm

For the first time since Husband and I were legally married and even a couple of months before when we first shacked up, I have had to cut him off from from intercourse. But I have continued to give him head and suck his dick until he cums in my mouth and me swallowing his load.

The reason for this is because I had to have a necessary medical procedure on my prostate. I had to get a roto-rooter done cuz there was some things that were causing me to bleed through my penis. The first time I noticed it was blood in my panties. Because of the way I tuck to look like a woman down there it looked much like I had a menstrual period. Of course we know that does not happen with me!

Sometimes I have a hard time going to the VA for certain issues and mainly go there for my type 2 diabetes cuz that was something I acquired in military service in Vietnam. I also go there for my damaged left inner ear sometimes, which causes me vertigo. That was combat related.

So for this prostate thing I did go through my personal physician a GP and he referred me to a urologist that he told me was cool with transgender. I spent one day in a hospital and woke up with a catheter up my penis with a clear hose running down over the side of the bed and down to a collection bag. I already knew that would happen. I only had to spend a day in the hospital during the day and was allowed to go home after a few hours of observation.

I am at home now but had to keep the catheter in me and drag around the collection bag with me for 3 days and keep it emptied but now I finally have it out. But I am experiencing temporary incontinence and having to wear and adult diaper for now. Pee gushes out of me with just a sneeze or a cough and sometimes just walking or sitting I feel it come out. When I do sit to pee it is hard to start and burns as it comes out.

Husband did miss a couple nights of any sex at all cuz I just did not feel like it. Now I have been giving him head and swallowing his load but have not let him screw me cuz I just did not feel like it. It might be a few days before I feel like letting him screw me again. He has been fucking me every night so us not having sex is very unusual for us.
Being that I am no longer a male I don’t care if I have a prostate or not but it does play an important part of my sex life as a woman. That is what generates my anal orgasms aka sissiygasms or assgasms. I cum without ejaculation. I consider it cumming like a woman from being fucked really good. The prostate is also known as the P spot in transgender cuz it acts like a woman’s G spot.
Professional Drag Queens...Showgirls
Posted:Jan 18, 2019 2:05 am
Last Updated:Mar 2, 2019 7:18 am
This is something that I thought about doing years ago. In the mid 70s I did go to a trans girls finishing school.

These girls in the pics below kind of borderline between drag queen and transwoman. They aren't overly madeup or gaudy as some drag queens.

Right now I just try to appear as an everyday women and blend in.

Below are Jinkz Monsoon, Courtney Act, Adore Delano, April Carrion and Joshlyn Fox

This trumps trump's wall
Posted:Jan 16, 2019 4:53 pm
Last Updated:Mar 2, 2019 7:19 am
The drug cartels have been using tunnels for transporting drugs and also human trafficking for years. Just how far deep in the ground is trump going to bury his barrier to obstruct tunnels?

Trump's wall is not going to stop drugs from coming into the U.S. Many drugs come by speed boats through Florida. The wall will not stop that. The 9/11 attackers came down through Canada. How is a wall on the U.S./Mexican border going to stop that?

It is reported now that drugs from Mexico are being delivered by drones flying over the border. If the wall is built the drones will just fly over it. Low flying aircraft under radar have already been bringing in drugs for years. There have been reports lately of people putting up ladders against existing fences and throwing stuff over.

It is also reported that our ports of entry are major access points for drug smuggling.

And now people are out of work and not being paid over this damn wall!

Below is the most recent pic of the latest wall that was discovered by Mexican police. This is the 3rd one discovered in a month.
They call it a womanless pageant
Posted:Jan 14, 2019 11:08 pm
Last Updated:Jan 24, 2019 8:45 am
It's a beauty pageant that is mostly teen boys. They call it a womanless pageant but they do what they can to look like females and model it after a regular women's beauty pageant except I have not seen anything indicating that they have swimsuit contests or anything other than just dressing as females

They do have trans pageants also but those girls and women do look more convincing than the ones that are called the womanless. The trans do as best they can to look like real women and they do have evening gown and swimsuit contests and do interviews.

I was never fortunate enough to compete in a trans beauty pageant but I would have loved too. Below are 3 pics of a 'womanless pageant. and below that are Trans pageant pics. I don't know what these boys in the womanless do sexually but I would think that they would desire gay sex being that they want to be feminine. The trans pageants the contestants do want to be like women sexually.


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