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discreetman53 71M
717 posts
11/21/2018 9:48 pm
Is that better?

I just needed some attention I guess, an uncommon touch.

When I was young I remember fellows used to tease me by touching me in the ass. I mean directly aimed at my ass hole. Maybe a brooms stick or ruler was used or quick attack with a finger or a foot. There wasn't any attempt to harm me but I took it as an insult. I couldn't recognize the pleasure then. There was pleasure it their touch. It was an assault to me at some level. Maybe I didn't know the fellows meaning or I just couldn't relate or understand that erogenous zone was even possible.

Today, however, I recognize the pleasure of an others touch at my back side. It even gives me chills, a kind of pleasure. A very intimate pleasure to be shared with well meaning good friends and of course lovers..


bjhogan 66M
1950 posts
1/20/2019 10:23 am

i can REMEMBER growing up in a LARGE CATHOLIC family where we had to SLEEP 2 in a BED !! i had 2 older brothers that used to EDGE/DRY HUMP me while i pretended to be asleep ! i would INSTINCTLY grind my ass back i NEVER felt MOLESTED ! & there was NEVER any PENETRATION but i'm sure i would have LOVVVVED IT !!! once they got girlfriends ! whom they are STILL MARRIED to ! the FUN for me STOPPED i NEVER thought MYSELF as GAY ! but looking back ,, EVERY RELATIONSHIP with WOMEN/WIVES ! ended badly and me being dumped !i had not even had a GAY ENCOUNTER !! but FRIENDS , FOOTBALL TEAM MATES & FAMILY started calling me a SISSY FAGGOT !! hmmm? i later became a HAIRSTYLIST & had to DEAL with those GAY RUMOURS & INNUENDO !! duh ! so like most fags in denial ! i married my co-worker ! had 2 kids ! and still was called a fag by some insinsitive female clients ! but thankfully ,, my wife's brother is gay and that was my first up close and personal view of the GAY LIFESTYLE /NITE LIFE !! him taking us to his fav gay clubs ! seeing grown men dancing , kissing, making out ! and those drag queens with big 80's hair ! flawless make up ! OUTlandish OUTfits !! stirred all those latent ! homo urges i had been repressing ! the FACT that the GAY LIFESTYLE did not gross me out , or repulsed me ! but actualy turned me on ! almost as if this was a NORMAL ! NATURAL THING !! i even sneeked one of my brother in law"s FAG MAGS home !! & JERKED OFF to images of men sucking and fucking ! it was what i now fondly call my GAY TRAINER'S MANUAL !! untill the DAY my EX found it while changing the BED SHEETS ! confronting me ! and demanding to KNOW why i had this MAGAZINE ? !! my face was beet red with embarassment ! and of COURSE i denied any knowledge of it ! CLAIMING it must of been her BROTHER'S !! when he baby sat our kids ! but the DAMAGE was DONE !! things had not been good for a while ,, and natuarly like all my previous relationships ! she got a lawyer and divorced my faggot ass and TOOK our BEAUTY SALON with her !! leading me to get a job at the POST OFFICE here !! single ! horny ! i now knew where to go to meat gay men ! to FIND OUT if i was TRULY GAY ! Bi ! or just a CURIOUS PHASE i needed to go thru !! i was now in my late 30's almost 40 ! before i had my taste of dick and cum ! wow ! yum ! damn ! i KNEW INSTANTLY !! i was born Queeeeeer as fuck ! being able to CUM in BUCKETS from being FUCKED or RIMMED ! to getting a RAGING HARD ON from KISSING ! & NIPPLE PLAY !! all those pent up years ! of frustration and anger being released ! not only then ! but even today ! GAY SEXXX is always INTENSE & FULLING ! i did remarry in 03 ! again out of fear of being outed , but i never gave up the dick ! eventualy we too divorced in 08 ! i GUESS MOST WOMEN seem to have a BUILT IN GAYdar ! LOL she never mentioned homosexuality when she moved out , but i'm sure she figured me OUT TOO ! there was just too many clues i left ! so now ,, single again ,, i decided to stop living a lie ! got on o.p. met a guy from my HOmetown !! as fate would HAVE IT ! he was a YEAR OLDER than me in HIGH SCHOOL !! & WAS ALWAYS OPEN about BEING GAY ! so when we agreed to MEAT for BEERS ! he was QUITE & PLEASANTLY SUPRIZED after alll these YEARS ! I NOW PLAY FOR TEAM GAY !! and fucked and sucked like horny ! insatiable teenagers that first nite and many more ! NOW living in a SMALL TOWN ! pop. 5500 ! it did not take long for the whole town to hear/know of our hot ! torrid affair ! of course HIM telling EVERY ONE both GAY &STRAIGHT FRIENDS he was FUCKING the MACHO JOCK/LADIES MAN ! ( ME i was upset he outed me, instead it almost a relief ! because in my heart i had already cummmed out and embraced my homosexuality !or I WOULD NOT Have EVEN DARED to MEET ANYONE in my hometown !! saving me the FORMALITY of MAKING A BIG COMING OUT ANNOUCEMENT !! since there are still many people living here that we went high school with ! have already know or heard of us ! it's no longer a big deal !! i'm much happier being single and gaaaay ! tham married and miserable ! to thine own self be true !


boux601 75M
682 posts
1/21/2019 9:49 am

Is that called the 2 finger job YYYYYMMMMMMM