We're all basically here for similar reasons, satisfying our curiosities &/or sexual needs, physically &/or emotionally in some way or another. Some of us are looking simply for others to chat with about our curiosities & some of you are looking to meet up for sex with no regrets. I’m not sure exactly what I am looking for at this moment but would love to hear from any of you with comments, experiences you all have been thru, or suggestions of how to deal with all these desires, curiosities, & uncertainties I am having.
I've always been a shy male that embarrasses easily. I prefer to stay home & relax with a movie than go out to any bar or club. I don’t drink, never smoked, have never done any drugs. I also have never had any STD’s. I'm a straight acting bi-curious married male that has only been intimate with two women & still to this day have never been intimate with a man, which consumes the majority of my thoughts & desires.
My attraction for men started in high school after taking showers. I always thought there was something wrong with me & that I was alone, which is the reason I never pursued a physical relationship with a guy. Not to mention, I never had any indication that any other guys had an attraction for men as well. I am attracted to men around my age & especially older. Not sure why, it just seems odd to me thinking of being with someone younger than myself, not to mention older men seem to be more patient, more experienced & more trusting.
I am undoubtedly one of the most sexually confused men on this planet. I love everything about a woman’s body & always have but find myself fantasizing more of being with a man sexually, most likely due to the fact I have never experienced a man. I never say to myself “that’s a hot looking guy over there” like I do with woman. But, when I see nude pics or vids of a man, I can not control the urges. Their cocks, their butts, & some men’s chest & abs overwhelm me to the point that it’s all I think of all day until I have the opportunity to masturbate & cum. After this all the urges seem to instantly go away at least for a little while. At this point I’m thinking to myself “what am I doing”, & regret not being able to control the urges.
I wish I would have explored my sexuality with more women & with at least one man prior to meeting my wife. I believe I have always avoided trying to meet others due to the fact I have always been insecure of my penis size which I am still to this day. This is one reason why it took me till after high school to have my first intimate moment with a woman.
Within the last few years I’ve come to realize I need to experience a man sexually for myself, otherwise these desires are going to haunt me for the rest of my life. I find myself in an endless back & forth battle of wanting desperately to accept another mans offer to meet. I don’t want to be that guy whom all of his life has wondered & regretted not experiencing a man. I'm surprised how many men today are secretly gay, bi or curious. I am grateful for sites like this one that allows us to locate & communicate with one another. I have always hoped that a guy just passing me by could tell I’m curious & make the first move, which would make things so much easier. Are there any places that men go to, to look specifically for other men without it being obvious? Is there a secret code to let another man know I want to experiment with a guy?
There is one man I have been chatting with for some time. We definitely have a mutual understanding & attraction of one another. He has been extremely patient with me in dealing with this all. There has been two instances where I was available to meet & extremely in the mood but he was unreachable. This makes me think I am not meant to meet up with a guy.
I am married & in love with my wife. Unfortunately I have these never ending, thought consuming, sexual desires & fantasies that I can not seem to control. I have told her in great detail of all my desires. She didn’t take it to well, especially when it came to me wanting to be with men. Now to this day she has seemed to have blocked it out of her mind. I occasionally give her hints that I am still interested in men but she acts like we never had the conversation. I truly wish I never had these desires for men, but I’ve come to realize it’s something that isn’t going to just go away. It’s something that I have been struggling with for many years & it doesn’t seem to ever get any easier. To be honest my desires to be with men have only grown more intense over the years.
My wife & I are opposites in what we need sexually to satisfy our lives. My wife’s sexuality is more emotional than physical. She tells me all the time “it’s not a priority in her life” where as I enjoy exploring my sexuality daily, whether it’s as simple as sharing my intimate thoughts with you by writing this profile, masturbating when home alone, looking at nude pics or watching porn.
Our sex life is good when we actually have it but I seem to always have to initiate it. I like to try new things & she likes to keep it simple. Don’t get me wrong sex with my wife is really nice & I get that intimate feeling with her but every once in a while I just want it to be sex. Sometimes I wish she were into at least the thought of possibly one day exploring our sexuality with others. Unfortunately this disgusts her. Sex to me is simply fulfilling a need at that specific moment as well as a huge stress reliever. I know with many like my wife it’s always supposed to mean something more. And as bad as this may sound experiencing other persons other than my wife sounds so erotic & something I have always fantasized about just because it isn’t my wife. You know what I mean?
Writing this profile & answering the profile questions relieves a bit of sexual tension within me. It allows me to be honest & let all my desires out without any risk. At this moment in my life I am content with simply chatting with men & woman that are in a similar situation as myself, in a relationship & in love but having overwhelming, never ending desires to be with others.
My Ideal Person:
My ideal person is someone in a similar situation as myself, in a relationship & in love, but in need of a "No Strings Attached DISCREET" relationship. I’m looking for ongoing chat friends with benefits with the possibility of taking it a bit further once we have established a trust. Looking for those men & woman that would be interested in having an ongoing honest, in depth, no holding back, adult conversations? Whether it’s simply getting to know one another & helping one another in dealing with this all, or one day exploring our deepest no holding back fantasies with one another.
You must have never had any STD's & practice safe sex. I need someone that understands the fact that I can't come on over the instant we start chatting, & may never be able to actually get up the nerve to. Persons that will be patient with me, since this is something I have only fantasized about & have never gone through with.
With woman I am looking for someone that would be content with allowing me to satisfy them without having to have intercourse. I would so enjoy pleasuring you with toys, or my fingers without you having to return the favor. To me this in itself is a fantasy come true. I also find it erotic to do the simplest acts like cuddling, touching, massaging, taking a shower, masturbating, & having an in depth conversation about our fantasies to name a few. There are many activities we could do without actually having intercourse.
With men I am looking for someone to hang out with where no one would ever suspect us as fooling around. Someone that would never pressure me into doing anything I wasn’t comfortable doing.
What are your favorite television shows?:
CSI, House, All Reality
What are your favorite movies?:
To Many to list.
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