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The Yule Log 26/2/2006
I sighed as I saw the signs for Morrisville. My home town,
the place I had struggled to escape over fifteen years ago;
now I was coming back with my head hung low and my tail between
my legs. It was humbling and humiliating. I had left when
I was eighteen and never looked back. I wanted a career,
I wanted a life, and I wanted love. I'd gotten the career,
I'd had a life, and I thought I'd ...
1 Comentários, 245 Visualizações,
14 Votos
,6.02 Pontuação
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We're Not Gay 26/2/2006
The shame, the paranoia, the guilt, I'd experienced
it all in high school. I'd watch the other guys in the
shower out of the corner of my eye, terrified I'd get
an erection and be betrayed. After that you'd think
I'd grow up and come out of the closet, but I pretended
to myself as much as anyone else that I wasn't gay. I
dated, I had sex, I got my first apartment, and still I looked
at ...
1 Comentários, 122 Visualizações,
6 Votos
,4.79 Pontuação
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By the Roaring River 26/2/2006
"Amelia, I'm, " I took a deep breath, "gay."
<br>
Three words. Just three little words that ended my life.
<br>
She'd kicked me out, took everything, kept the ,
and spread the good word all over town. It was a small town,
maybe 4, 000 people. In one fell swoop I lost my wife, my
, my family, my friends, and the respect I'd always
had. My job was still there, thank God. They ...
0 Comentários, 86 Visualizações,
4 Votos
,4.02 Pontuação
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Southern Lover 26/2/2006
Sometimes at night when I can't sleep, I sneak out and
take a long, leisurely walk around the block. As of late,
my friend Derick has joined me on several occasions. He
and I became friends not long after I arrived here from Brazil.
He finds it hard to sleep too, and we enjoy each other's
company. He has shown me some nice parts to this land, and
tonight, he had promised to show me one of ...
0 Comentários, 112 Visualizações,
0 Votos
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Who Needs Fort Lauderdale? 26/2/2006
t was spring break of my freshman year in college, and since
I was pretty low on funds I hadn't been able to join most
of my friends as they headed off on the usual spring break
party roadtrips. This left me with two choices - stay at
school or head on home. Since my parents and I weren't
getting along very well at the time - my mother didn't
want to accept that I wasn't a little anymore - ...
1 Comentários, 146 Visualizações,
7 Votos
,5.59 Pontuação
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His Seed 26/2/2006
I was 18 when I went by train to visit my brother who was away
in college. It was a trip of many firsts for me. It was the
first time I got drunk. I was the first time I got stoned.
It was the first time I threw up until my stomach was empty.
It was also the first time I explored my sexuality and discovered
my sensuality, desire, and the nature of erotica.
<br>
I was on the train ...
3 Comentários, 615 Visualizações,
15 Votos
,6.96 Pontuação
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Sweet Music 25/2/2006
Dusty saw Deb coming across the quad, and gave a little wave.
Deborah, actually, but she hated that, insisted that people
call her Deb. In her opinion Deborah was a name you'd
give someone that you expected to speak with her teeth clenched,
and play the violin, not someone who laughed like a donkey,
and played the electric bass in a garage band. They had agreed
to meet for the concert on ...
0 Comentários, 54 Visualizações,
3 Votos
,4.90 Pontuação
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For The Love of Money 25/2/2006
I'd been with a few guys before, though nothing too
serious. I've gotten a couple blowjobs and once met
a hulk of an Italian guy through the internet and gave him
a massage, just to see what it would be like to touch and feel
a man's chiseled hardbody. But I'd never done
anything like this. I wasn't sure if I was up for it or
what I'd do, but I figured it couldn't hurt to meet
the guy and ...
0 Comentários, 74 Visualizações,
1 Votos
,5.00 Pontuação
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Feeling Love 25/2/2006
This party's great, Mike!" Brett shouted in
Mike's ear over the loud music thumping through the
speakers of his stereo. "I wish you could get a new
place every week!" Brett smiled and patted him on
the shoulder and danced off into the crowd of people in the
room.
<br>
Mike had invited all of his old collage friends to his house
warming party. The old apartment he'd been living
in ...
0 Comentários, 80 Visualizações,
3 Votos
,5.39 Pontuação
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The Mask 25/2/2006
Pain. Hot. Blinding. Horrid pain. There was heat and wetness.
But all I knew was pain. Over and over the waves of agony swelled
inside me. I opened my eyes but could barely see the twisted
mound of metal that was once my car. Panic rose inside me.
I looked as far as my head would pivot, but I saw little but
blurriness. Sharp needles screamed inside my head when
I moved. I knew to try and ...
0 Comentários, 41 Visualizações,
2 Votos
,5.20 Pontuação
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A Ghost of a Chance 25/2/2006
Sam was sprawled out upon the potato-chip wrapper strewn
floor, one hand half wrapped around a forty ounce of bad,
cheap beer. This was not the first time he’d passed out,
all alone in his apartment, singing his own sad songs of
remorse and self hatred. No, and to his way of thinking,
it most certainly would not be the last.
<br>
It hadn’t been long enough; Sam was still ...
0 Comentários, 61 Visualizações,
4 Votos
,5.57 Pontuação
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Fire 25/2/2006
My name is Sam. I’m a firefighter. As the city was in the grips
of an arsonist, I found my destiny. I wasn’t looking for
it, but I don’t think anyone ever is. I knew I was gay, really
understood what it meant, when I was thirteen. I remember
looking through the big holiday catalogs when I was younger
than that, looking for toys and finding the men’s underwear
section and staring, ...
3 Comentários, 195 Visualizações,
15 Votos
,6.65 Pontuação
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Hands On Love 25/2/2006
I supported Tim through his last heavy squat and gave him
a pat on the thigh to indicate we were done. He groaned and
pressed himself against me briefly, grinding his ass against
my hips. I laughed and pushed him toward the locker room.
"I'm spoken for, horn dog."
<br>
He grunted at me and grabbed his towel. "I could do
you so much better, Trey, you know that."
<br>
I ...
0 Comentários, 203 Visualizações,
9 Votos
,5.99 Pontuação
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I Hate You 25/2/2006
"I hate you, " were the last words spit at me
as Justin slammed the door closed on me and our friendship.
To say I was stunned would have been an understatement.
I didn't even notice when Tina slipped on her clothes,
kissed me on the cheek and left, saying, "I'd
better go." My best friend had just stormed out of
my life, and I didn't know why.
<br>
*****
<br>
Taking ...
0 Comentários, 80 Visualizações,
4 Votos
,5.57 Pontuação
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The Object of His Desires 24/2/2006
Luann watched the white, fluffy flakes as they filtered
through her view in the blinds. It had been snowing since
early morning and she was happy to be inside the warmth of
Ryan’s flower shop. Her thick mock turtleneck and flannel
shirt kept her warm on the outside, but inside she needed
nothing extra to warm her; she was already burning with
desire. She watched as Ryan’s long, agile ...
0 Comentários, 57 Visualizações,
3 Votos
,4.41 Pontuação
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A True Man's Destiny 24/2/2006
What I used to believe was a vulgar and depraved lifestyle
ended up changing my life completely around. I'm 31
years old, and have been straight as an arrow since adolescence.
I'm your average looking white man, nothing to really
brag about, yet never had any complaints from the few women
I've shared a bed with. I have a slightly big build,
and a gut on me that I was now determined to get ...
1 Comentários, 133 Visualizações,
3 Votos
,4.90 Pontuação
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Meeting You 24/2/2006
I knew you were the one the minute I set eyes on you. It was
at my nephew's 21st birthday party and you were with
my cousin Paula. I could see by the way she clung to you, that
she was hoping to get you into her bed by the nights end. But
there was something in the way you smiled at her that suggested
her dreams would not be coming true. I watched you from across
the room, taking in the ...
0 Comentários, 67 Visualizações,
2 Votos
,5.20 Pontuação
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Don't 21/2/2006
Devils around my bed, and no one seems to know this
Sometimes I feel like screamming,
There is no choice and no difference
I want to die in your arms intoxicated by the orchids
Demending morphine for communion
Because my soul was borning, and no one seems to notice
With wasted years behind, with someone around you
Tasting last drop of life, from your sweet lips
Sometimes I feel ...
0 Comentários, 49 Visualizações,
2 Votos
,4.50 Pontuação
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Bottom Looking for Top 16/2/2006
I am a bi-curious virgin looking for first time. For years
my wife has a strap-on and a large assortment of dildos that
she uses on me. My favorite sex and position is when she has
the strap-on and gets on top of me, the feeling is unbelievable.
She has literally fucked my ass for hours at a time and I just
cant get enough of it.
I am looking for a top guy with lots of stamina and ...
0 Comentários, 60 Visualizações,
1 Votos
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Thank You My Friends 26/1/2006
Howdy Cowboy’s
<br>
Ole Buck is back at it again cowboy’s, another wealth of
information perpetrated by a semiconscious state of mind
that I seamingly find myself enthralled in most of my adult
life these day’s.
As I diligently comb through my brain for a topic that will
scream off the computer monitor like a pack of Cherokee
Indians after a white mans scalp, I am ...
0 Comentários, 24 Visualizações,
2 Votos
,3.81 Pontuação
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True Gay Love Does Exist 26/1/2006
All around me I see evidence that true gay love exists. It
exists in a way that is not the norm. for our heterosexual
counterparts for we are gay men who love. Love for us may
be defined by having open relationships, sneaking into
the local bookstore or having a quickie down at the rest
area. Our partners are of the same breed and although some
never admit to such indescretion we have all ...
1 Comentários, 105 Visualizações,
3 Votos
,3.43 Pontuação
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Love Is All In Your emagination, Just Let It Happen 11/1/2006
As I enter the candle lit room your sword rising, from you
casts a great shadow. I slowly sit down and gaze into your
eyes that gleam with joy; you rub my thigh in a gesture of
reassurance. I lean over and place a delicate kiss on your
lips. I take some scented oil and begin to massage your chest
and glance as your cock begins to throb and sway up and down.
I begin to caress your neck ...
0 Comentários, 54 Visualizações,
4 Votos
,4.80 Pontuação
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Becoming 5/1/2006
We arrive together for the meeting. Your charcoal grey
suit, and mine a pale blue with the requisite red power tie.
You flirt with the girl who passes out the meeting agenda
and I suppress my smile. I am seen as the 'accountant'..
cold, precise, a machine. You are the salesman, affable,
comfortable, open and approachable. They buy our act and
our account. At lunch the engineers seek me out ...
0 Comentários, 165 Visualizações,
2 Votos
,3.81 Pontuação
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THE ONLY 3/1/2006
when i was a little boy i was so full of dreams..falling in
love with beautyfull colors, beautyfull voices, .4
a women i cry i cry so meny times......
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mother..mother hold me in your arms...
mother.mother r u there?..
mother, .make the wicked man stop..
mother am i special or am i a freak...
mother mother he stick is finger in me.....
mother do u love me ...
1 Comentários, 180 Visualizações,
3 Votos
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A bond called marriage 7/11/2005
We are here, WE are Queer, but why? are we just, the just those
people !!! Remeber the smile, Smile she gives you a work
as if she is your friend, remeber the hand shake he gives
as if he is your best bud, We are in this all alone a fight that
no one wants to admit is our own . I need him
I want him, to be in my life, I want to carry his name as he mine,
as love you have search the world ...
1 Comentários, 512 Visualizações,
7 Votos
,4.57 Pontuação
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is he out there 27/10/2005
i wondering is their someone out there that is hot and that
is willing to love me and that will kiss me and love me. a guy
that will spread my legs apart and stretch my ass and press
his hot body against mine. when he is fucking me he will rub
my body with his nice thick musclar hands. then when i sitt
on his dick and he is ponding my ass he will ask me to jack off.
then it will go all over ...
0 Comentários, 222 Visualizações,
5 Votos
,4.12 Pontuação
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Love Lost 24/10/2005
The first time I ever met Troy, we were in a van on our way to
a training session for the summer camp we would both be working
at. He was 6", slim build, with brown hair and sexy
blue eyes. He struck me as smart, clever, and insecure about
his own abilities. During the week of training he had a few
occasions to need an advisor, and being the old guy in the
crew, he came to talk with me. I ...
0 Comentários, 295 Visualizações,
5 Votos
,2.82 Pontuação
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Learning how to move foward 20/8/2005
MAYBE SOMEONE CAN HELP ME OUT. I HAVE BEEN STRUGGLING WITH
THIS FOR 3 MONTHS NOW.. ONE DAY I COME HOME FROM WORK AND I
FIND MY PARTNER DEAD ON THE FLOOR HE COMMITTED SUICIDE.
I WENT HISTERICAL AND TOTALLY LOST IT. WELL ITS BEEN 3MONTHS
NOW AND I STILL CANT MOVE FORWARD. I HAVE TIRED GOIN OUT AND
I JUST CANT MAKE MYSELF GO IN THE CLUB. I HAVE TRIED DATING,
I JUST DONT FIND ANYONE ATTRACTIVE. ...
2 Comentários, 492 Visualizações,
6 Votos
,4.79 Pontuação
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the Most Beautiful Heart........ 8/7/2005
One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town
proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the
whole valley.
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A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for
it was prefect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they
all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had
ever seen. The young man was very proud ...
1 Comentários, 318 Visualizações,
7 Votos
,4.82 Pontuação
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Vincent (A True Story) - Part 1 8/6/2005
I knew it was over. It did not even take me twenty-five minutes
to do it! And the moment my mind had finally grasped this,
guilt like an impenetrable darkness began to sweep over
me. I just had a sexual encounter with another man – something
I considered a grave wrongdoing, something I mightily
fought for so many years, only to succumb to it at thirty.
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A little later, my ...
0 Comentários, 484 Visualizações,
4 Votos
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