| Spanx!!! |
Aug 3, 2008 1:01 pm
109 Views | Does anybody here wear them? I've been looking all over the place for a pair made for guys but I havent found any yet =( Boo. All I've seen are these (http://outpersonals.com+Shape+Enhancers/D-150/navtheme/dept/Ns/p_productId). I dont care much about my upper body really. What I'm really conscious of are my THIGHS!!! So, I'm thinking I just buy a pair of spanx (even though they're for girls. phooey...) and see my luck with that. Hehe
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| Sexy sex |
Jul 22, 2008 11:11 am
Mood: giddy, 188 Views | Ok... Here's my count so far: I had sex with a girl once (why? hehe)aaaannnddd sex with 2 Filipinos and 2 foreigners. (not at the same time of course.. but definitely waiting for the day that happeneds. lol)
Anyway, I'm here to tell you guys about the 2nd Filipino guy I had sex with. It wasss OK. He was really cute. He was shorter than I am and had a gorgeous apartment. It was HUGE-- and really sexy. Oh, and he was the guy I mentioned in one of my previous entries who canceled last minute.
He was already quite high when I got there but nonetheless, he rolled me a new spiff and we smoked a bit. And he offered me some water to drink while waiting for some porn to finish burning. (I KNOW!!! He's such a gent... I love it!)
After the preparations (and the high-ness) I took a shower so I could be clean for my.. erm.. client.. (Haha.. jk im no ho. This is just a hobby XD) I then dried up and left the shower room naked for my beau to enjoy. I laid myself down on the bed and waited, as he fixed some stuff up, for him to take me. We watched some porn and he moved in to kiss me. We made out a bit and fondled each other and I made my way down to his cock and sucked on it, caressing his balls as I did. It must've been a hell of a blowjob because after a while, he told me he was close to cumming. I would've been totally fine with him shooting all over my face but he insisted he'd fuck me anally. He left to get a condom and I positioned myself on all fours for him to fuck as soon as he got back.
He returned cock in condom and tried to get in me (I think a was like his first boy or his second or something). He was thrusting quite hard and in the wrong places that it kinda hurt. Nonetheless, I was nice and moaned like a pro (serious, my moans really turn people on much). He was getting quite excited and before I knew it, he had cum.
He was really concerned that I didnt get much from it (but when have I ever? haha). I told him (and this is the truth guys) that it really doesnt matter to me if I cum or not. As long as I get to be with another man and I know he's enjoying himself and he makes me feel sexy/loved/or at the very least enjoyable, THATs good sex.
We hung around a bit, watched a little more porn, talked and he let me go.
This was really nice though. Probably the best I've been treated by any guy or gal. *swoon* hehe | |
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| On my knees |
May 20, 2008 11:13 am
Mood: curious, 380 Views | I find myself in this position like A LOT. And it really kinda hurts. I mean porn stars can stay in this position for ever and still be at it but I find myself shifting to the side and "mermaid sitting" (lol) or shifting forward and getting on all fours.
But I find it really hot on my knees and I know my hubby likes it too. Sooooo, is it something you just get used to eventually or do porn stars just have black magic? Hehe. | |
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| Best Self Inflicted Orgasm |
May 17, 2008 1:24 pm
Mood: high, 398 Views | Ghad, that was good!!! Sorry, I didnt warn you guys sooner. This cam whoring session just came up like: *poof*
See, I was supposed to meet this guy for some "high" time and like sex and stuff, you know. And he like totally cancels last minute. So i get really pissed, right? But when I got home to an empty house, I was like "well, lets make the most of this"
Disclaimer: I enjoy this kind of thing, so dont freak on me now.
So I set up my web cam and met with one of my "usuals" online. First he had me on my bed so that I could "refresh his memory" I got naked and on all fours. I played with my ass a bit and he had me spank it. He was telling me what a good bitch I was and told me to look around the room for things we could "use". I put on these thick leather bracelts around each of my wrists, gathered a jumbo maker, a pingpong paddle (for its paddling capabilities... hehe), a condom, and some lube. I showed them all to him and he was quite pleased.
I got up, back turned to the cam and played with my ass. He told me to reach for my cock from the back and stroke it. Then he had me turn around and close my legs so that I looked like I didnt have a dick. He had me stroke what he referred to as my "bitch pussy" and to slap my ass cheeks as well. When he was satisfied, he ordered me on my knees on the floor.
I lubed up my fingers and began fucking myself. First one finger, then two, then eventually, I had all five in there. From the ecstasy of it all, I had fallen on my ass and he had a good close up on my anus which was dripping from the built up lube.
Next was the marker. I licked it and sucked on it as my owner told me to. Then, I slid it down my torso back to my anus and fucked myself really hard. My ass was so tight, I had to apply much force thrusting it in and out of my pussy. I was moaning with such pleasure, my body was writhing, and my back was arching to an uncomfortable position. I couldnt hold the marker in and it fell to the floor just as my body collapsed a little. I was breathing heavy but my owner wasnt done with me yet.
With the cam back to my face, I ripped open the condom with my teeth and put it on the hilt of the paddle using my mouth just as I had been instructed to. It was a dotted cherry scented condom. I could imagine the pleasure (and the pain) the "dottedness" would bring. After sucking on the hilt, I knelt down and straddled it (if it happens again, I'll take a pic) I lubed up my hand and began touching myself. I led my body up and down the hilt of the paddle as I was jerking off. As the pleasure escalated, I began riding it harder and faster. I could feel it just like a cock in me. "Cum on the floor, bitch", he ordered. And in a few minutes, I did. And I licked it all off just as I usually do.
Shit, guys... I swear, that was one hell of an orgasm I had. If I wasnt trying to be discreet online, I'd post a picture of my face right now. Ok... I look totally fucked... but thats just because I totally fucked myself (with help of course from my owner for that session). haha. My ass is sore, my knees are sore, my legs are still shaking but damn that was sooo worth it. I'm gonna sleep really gud tonight! =)
Peace out! | |
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| ok. wanna see? |
May 17, 2008 11:19 am
250 Views | I'm on cam right now. I promised I'd inform you if ever I did another show right? So, here it it!  just add me up on *edited out*
edited 05.19.08: sorry. Apparently, sharing email adds isnt allowed XD my bad. Really sorry. | |
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| I'm gonna gat laid! |
May 5, 2008 11:42 am
Mood: perky, 415 Views | I've been chatting with this guy who sounds so awesome. He'll be going here on vacation and he needs somebody to fuck. So we got to chatting. Well its pretty obvious what we intend to do so screw small talk, we chatted about sex. He's going to make me his bitch!!! Well when it comes to cross dressing, aside from make-up, I got nothing so he offered to take me shopping when he got here. He said i needed a slutty top, a mini, a pair of high heels, and a thong.
I'm kinda nervous about this because I don't cross dress outside my bathroom but the thought of that rush from shopping for things that I'm going to wear to please my master to be ought to be worth it (aside from the thought of being caught by like my mom or my aunt or something). I'm sure I'm going to get some weird looks from the sales ladies and they're going to be laughing at me when I walk into the fitting rooms to try on the garments. All the more if my master tells me to step out and show him how it looks. Eeeek! I'm scared.
But I can't wait! Fuck me fuck me fuck me!! | |
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| Over the weekend |
Apr 22, 2008 1:56 pm
Mood: dirty, 426 Views | So my brother was out of town, my parents were nowhere near the city, and the maids had the day off. The only ones home were me and our DOG... so...
Kidding! Didnt do shite with the dog. I got on the computer, set up my wab cam, and popped into the Gay Lounge. lol. If you know what I'm talking about, you know what I'm talking about. So I rallied a few into a conference room and got to work.
Well, the main reason I'm writing this is cuz I tried something new (and I really can't believe I havent done this before). One of the guys suggested turning on his mic. The others soon followed suit. It was sweet! Well, cuz usually, I end up having to glance at the screen from my bed (my webcam points there) which is quite a stretch for me and kinda ruins the momentum of my strip/masturbation/ass fucking (whatever I'm doing at that time).
And getting to hear their voices commanding me to take my clothes off, to lube myself, touch myself, shake my ass, spread my legs wider or arch my back more for them... Shite, it was such a rush! I was suddenly willing to get freakier than I ever have before on cam.
I came all over my chest and my stomach. I scooped it all up with my hands, let it drip down my arm and licked the entire length of my arm clean.
Love being submissive! its hot! | |
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| Random Blurbs: again with my name, morality, and rubber shoes |
Mar 5, 2008 10:40 am
Mood: "need to clear head", 483 Views | Aright, so I've been away for a while. (See the gap of time between the post prior to the post prior to this to get my point) Anyway, it isnt only because school's been a total bitch (and my boyfriend). It was also because I got terribly sick. And as the superstition goes:
"thou shalt change thy name uponst recovery fromest sickness-ssst"
Ok. So, I made that up. But the gist of it is, when you recover from sickness, your last name kinda becomes bad luck soooo you gotta change it. (is that belief endemic to the Philippines? i dunno [is endemic the right word to use for that? I dunno either]) Whatever. So may I introduce *drumroll*
"Nick" (yep, thats me in case you still kinda dont get where i'm going...erm, "went" with that.)
I dont like it. Its kinda butch.
Well, at least i'm rid of those evil spirits haunting my previous name. OH! and FYI, there isnt any legal procedure involved. Nick is just somehow derived from my whole name (which i choose not to disclose here [which further leaves the mystery of how the fuck "jay" turned into "nick"])
Well, whatever. You never really realize how small you are until you've grasped an idea of how frickn big the universe is. Makes you wonder. And it kinda makes you sad how you can never really experience all it has to offer. But I think back to when I was a child and how I barely knew anything yet in my negligence, I was perfectly happy. I dunno. that thought just kinda snuck up on me. FYI when i write there blurbs, i make it a point not to edit or erase anything thats already been written. That way, I get a "from brain to blog" effect. (wow, that's a pretty crappy name for an effect)
Wait a minute! dotted red line under "snuck"!? Snuck isn't a word!? But it sounds so much cuter than sneaked.
Crap. I havent said anything about rubber shoes yet. Umm... umm... umm...
"What would a rubber shoe feel like in my ass?"
Ewww! haha =p
Peace,
Nick (formerly Jay XD) | |
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| I've found my vice |
Mar 4, 2008 9:49 am
Mood: shitty, 580 Views | Fuck it. Sorry to come out of the blue like this but so much has happened and the fuckiness of my life has increased 1million-fold. I'm just so tired of it. That is, fighting with my guy EVERYDAY (save sundays because i spend those with my family). I cant just leave him. We've been through really a lot already. I mean 2 years! Geez. This is a really big fight though (3 months over the same thing). ARGH. So frickn' pissed.
I'm in self-destruct mode. Nothing is in order anymore. Smoke more. Drinking has come to the point that I carry C2 (thats bottled iced tea, F.Y.I.) mixed with some gin in my backpack. Grades are in a slump. I no longer enjoy my hobbies. Stay up til 4 in the morning.
This is the weird one, when I'm really depressed, I arrange to meet up with internet people. You know, look around for people to fuck me. It sucks. Usually, after we come to an arrangement, i get second thoughts. like, "what the hell am i doing?" or "why the fuck am i doing this?". Thing is, no matter how fugly the guy is, no matter how bad his english is, no matter how nasty his apartment is, or whatever. I always go through with it. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING TO MYSELF!!? (rationality going down the drain. its still spinning around but its getting there) I guess, for me though, whether I enjoy the sex or not, there's something about giving yourself to someone, being his bitch for a night or something, whatever, that seems to put things, even if just for a while, in order. That sorta makes sense.
PS Blogging puts things in order too =) | |
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| *Heart!* |
Dec 27, 2007 11:44 am
Mood: kilig, 698 Views | I've been seeing Matt less often. Actually, I haven't seen him since Christmas break began. (Oh, and by "seeing", I mean "having sex with") He knows I've had my eyes on this guy and now that I'm "making moves" we both kind of just get that we have to pull the reins on my promiscuous girlyness. Matt and I never really talked about it though. We just kind of stopped.
Anyway, this guy I'm "making moves" on (By that, I mean looking really cute and getting kinda touchy with him).. He's GORGEOUS. He's got the sweetest eyes and the smoothest skin. I get goosebumps just thinking of him! Luv it!
-jay | |
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