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HIStories!MENories!MANtasies!

I gues it was too much for one site so I thought I would try it over here. Rendezvous, sexcapades, dalliances and interludes. Some true! Some blew! Some fiction! Some friction! All right!

Which one sounds the most fun to you?
Posted:Jun 16, 2018 12:25 pm
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2019 6:17 pm
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I just took over the Homaha! group all over, so if you see Homaha!, that is likely me.

I'm celebrating by hosting a two day strip poker event, and I'm currently trying to make the games sound more provocative.

Which of these sound like fun to you?
Stud
Follow the Queen
Sixty Niner Diner
4-Play
You Dirty Dog
Jack Me Off
Eat My Ass
Threesome
Spit or Swallow
Downlow
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My Underwear Collection!!!
Posted:Feb 10, 2016 10:43 am
Last Updated:Apr 17, 2019 6:09 pm
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Although lately, I have been going commando, I do have a very nice collection of underwear. I have a brown cracked ice pair that I was chased out of a bar on Undie Monday Night in. I have some black and some red ones made of velvet, as an invitation for guys to touch. And even though my ass is entirely too big, I have a few thongs and jock straps, that I wear for comfort around the house sometimes.

No, this is not what I am talking about today!

See, Valentine's Day is approaching and I am still single. So it will be one of those years where I will bring out the treasure chest and the photo album of nude conquests of my days of yore, sip on a couple of bottles of wine and reminisce of some of the great and awesome guys I have had the pleasure of keeping company with over the years. Now, if this sounds depressing to you, let me assure you , it will not be. In fact, the likelihood is, I will defy my age by masturbating several times that night. lol

The treasure chest I referred to earlier is actually my collection of underwear from guys who have left me souvenirs of our hours together. Yes, I will take the used underwear, put them in a Ziploc bag, and place them in my trunk for future use. And at last count, I had 286 pairs!

Yes, most will lose the aromatic essence of their original owner, but by that time, I should remember by sight who belong to which pair. And some have very helpful hints. The black pair that this sexy, deaf guy I hung out with for a couple of months has a couple of notes we wrote back and forth. A sexy bartender from Kansas City actually signed the pair he gave me, saying "Loved you for one night!" He was awesome! And a cutie patootie with the talented booty has his pubic hairs in the bag as well. You know, it is the sweat and the hair that makes the scent down there.

I will probably come across, no pun intended, the white pair of panties one of my former employees had on when we finally got together. Thrilled he left those behind. I will spent nearly an hour with the pair the redhead, bisexual stripper gave me when his girlfriend interrupted our evening together. He had the most attractive natural masculine musk I have ever smelled on a man. And the striped pair that the Larry that got away left me. I miss you still Twinkie! And the blue pair that the Tuesday Robert gave me.

And each one will remind me of a wonderful encounter I had with the man who was last in them. Tuesday Robert will take me back to the hottest forced anal role play scenario I been involved with. The leopard print thong will take me back to my friend, who trusted me enough to be the one he had his first several bondage experiences with. The black leather thong will take me back to the dungeon scenario I had with the widower of my late best friend. And the tighty whities that belonged to the sexiest man I have ever known. And that list will go on and on!

No, it is notthe Valentine's Day you dream of, and if I get a better offer, I will definitely save it for another year. But remembering the kinky encounters, the one night stands, the unexpected rendezvous and the romances of the past really is not a horrible way to celebrate Lover's Day, at least not for me anyway.

Whatever your plans are, whatever you do, I want to wish a Happy Valentine's day to you. May romance, sex and love find you and keep you on that day!!!
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The Photo Album Shuffle!!!
Posted:Dec 22, 2013 8:03 am
Last Updated:Feb 10, 2016 9:57 am
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I may be the only one who does it. I don't know. But I always organize my photo album before the holiday, so I have room for the new pictures. But as I was going through it, I came across some men and memories I hadn't though about in quite some time.

Like the Roberts. There were actually three guys named Robert. One of whom was an awesome dancer, and somehow either he or I got the nickname, "Forrest Gump" from his . Another one, who lived only a few houses down from me at one point and always wanted to play in public. And the last one was my every Tuesday night for about two years. Roberts, Marks and Larrys seem to come frequently and live quite an impression, at least in my case.

Speaking of, there was a Larry. What a special and gentle man he was. And romantic too! You just can't find that out there shopping anymore. To this day, I regret letting that one get away.

And then there were the tackier ones, that normally I'm too much of a lady to go into, but what the hell...this week is a special occasion. Like Kelly and Gavin, who had some of the creamiest and tastiest loads I've ever received. Or Ted, or Action Jackson as I call him. Talented beyond belief, in and out of the bedroom. I don't think there was a time yet, when I momentarily forgot what I was doing, because I was so flabbergasted by something he had done. There was another Larry that would have come in second to him in that regard. Or Rusty and Damon, both of whom had such an intoxicating natural masculine musk, I still dream about their aromas to this very day.

And then of course, a few slip in that you would rather forget had ever happened. Which leads me to a couple of thoughts to ponder before I sign off and start baking for the big day.

1) How come it is that the best blow jobs come from guys you'd rather forget? There have only been two guys who have managed to get the job done completely without my assistance, but I be damned if I want to remember who was on their knees between my legs when it happen. If either of you guys are reading this, you did a fine job fellas but I have two words for you...glory holes!

2) How do you stripe a dick? I mean, I seen, regretfully, tattoos on them, but this guy I came across looked like a miniature barber pole. And it wasn't tan lines because the lines were the dark part, and his tanned skin was the lighter part. Hell, they looked like grill lines on a steak, but he came while I was fucking him so it still worked.

And 3) If there's no fool like and old fool, then why do some older gentlemen still not know their limits? One guy treated my shit like bubble gum when he was trying to suck it. Another one tried to eat a dough nut off of it, and when he finally found one that worked, he took a bite out of crime. Thank God, I'm not like Robeson from Oz, but it was extremely painful, and he never got seconds. Another one decides when we are in bed that he's going to take out his dentures, and place them on my chest! Not exactly my idea of nipple clamps. And another one was doing fine on our first date, until he hit the dance floor. Remember Fred from Sanford & ?

Anyway, let me offer you all my heartfelt wishes for a fabulous holiday season and a fantabulous new year!!!
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My Secret Strip Poker Night!!!
Posted:Nov 24, 2013 8:02 pm
Last Updated:Mar 19, 2024 4:57 am
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I host a strip poker night every month, have for the longest time. When I lived in Kansas City, there were small but the guys were hot so it was all good! When I was in Saint Louis, there were large and in charge and still had hunks and studs, so I wasn't complaining then. And it has taken me a while to get them going here, but now I can get enough guys to pull out extra chairs so everyone is at one table, which because of the rules, makes for a better game.

My only complaint is that for every nice looking lad I see, there are three sub-standards. I know they need some play too, but now people want to know who is coming, and making sure there are lots of guys. mostly hot, mostly what they need, and those who actually have a tendency to show up, or more to the point, show up on time. If I have to get up naked to answer the door, or you get a free show just walking into the room, you are too late and won't get in. Because I've been so cavalier about the guest lists, (be disease free and ready to play, in every since of the word) some of my favorites from out of town can never get to one. That is, until now.

See, I'm not telling the locals about the next one, and I'm only inviting thirty guys in hopes that 20 will show up.

I have a couple from Anderson, a guy from Fort Wayne, a guy from Waukegan, two guys from East Carondalet, one from Saint Louis, two from Kansas City, one from Saint Joseph, two from Louisville, two from Bowling Green, one from Noblesville and one from Philly coming. The remaining fifteen invites will be locals designed to fill the gaps to make sure there is something for everyone.

For example, going through the list, with the exception of me and one other guy, everyone else is white. So I need to invite more African-Americans, Latinos and Asians. And although most of us are in decent shape or better, most of us are middle aged or older, so I need to get more younger guys here. I thought I had too many bottoms, but it looks like everything else is pretty balanced. It is just a matter of keeping it that way.

So I need a dirty baker's dozen guys to make sure it is a swell time for all. Since we play twenty different kinds of poker, dealer's choice, there will be a tutorial, and a few door prizes, so I can set the tone for the evening. And since I already have guys asking about staying overnight, I'd better get the extra rooms ready and extra food and drink for the bar. Hell, if it goes well, I may even make brunch before they take off.

Damn, I have a lot to do. But first, compiled a list for the party in December. And since I'm hosting one Tuesday, I can just shop for them both tomorrow. And Thanksgiving too. Damn, it's going to be an expensive week, but it should also be a whole lot of fun.

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! Gobble! Gobble!
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The Cost of the Loss!
Posted:Oct 22, 2013 4:34 pm
Last Updated:Nov 24, 2013 7:17 pm
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I've lost a lot of people since the last time I was here.

There was this beautiful stripper at a bar I frequented. I mean, gorgeous, inside and out. A total sweetheart, with a beautiful smile, the perfect combination of nipples, hair and muscles on his chest, one of the dreamiest asses I've ever seen, just absolutely wonderful and beautiful. At least he was. By the time they found the body, he had lost much weight, you wouldn't have recognized him.

There was another stripper I was even closer to. We had worked together, talked about dating, played around some. Another sexy body connected to a beautiful and talented soul. even things I don't normally find attractive, like feet, armpits and hands, looked wonderful on this guy. Sadly, he was young and fell into the life of many gay men, and ended up overdosing on alcohol and drugs.

And my best friend in the world. I'm convinced he was going through some stuff, but I had moved away, and wasn't there for him like I should have been. When I came back, he was depressed, had put on a whole lot of weight and really came across like he didn't care about much. He would eventually fall down a flight of stairs, ignored all the signs and symptoms, and died from hemorrhaging in the brain.

Then there was my favorite pen pal in Texas, who died in the gulf swimming. Such a waste, as not only was he gorgeous, but intelligent and funny as hell. I never had the privilege of actually meeting him, but I took it hard when I saw on his page that he had passed on. We had some amazing times on line.

With all this loss, I find myself wishing I had said things before they got away. Cherishing memories of times and talks we had. And now, telling people who are still around how important they are to me.

I just want to say to you all, make sure your people know where they are with you. Let them know you care! Let them know they matter!

Don't wait until all you have left are Histories! Menories! And Mantasies!
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A Busy Week So Far!
Posted:Jan 17, 2012 5:42 pm
Last Updated:Mar 19, 2024 4:57 am
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Let me start first by saying thank you for welcoming me back after a long hiatus. Especially to cefntx2! Thank you so much. Hugs and kisses darling!

Let me also say thank you to someone whose name I will not mention, but who made me feel really good today. No, not in that way! lol He reminded me of our one encounter we had a few years ago, and made me feel, competent, in my abilities, shall we say! Thank you sweetie, and I hope I made you feel as good as you made me feel today. I've been in afterglow all day! Hell I owe you one more! lol

Now back to the subject, it really has been a busy few days so far. Let's see, yesterday I had a menage a trois with an older guy and a tall, hairy, sexy nerd who was better endowed than he claimed. Sunday, someone took me to a bath house, where I was the center of attention for quite some time. Sadly, I didn't climax, but I certainly helped a few other guys get there. One was hot and blessed in all the right places, and I should know because I tasted them all. Speaking of taste, milk ain't the only thing to do the body good , as I completed an oral exam on another guy. Honestly though, I thought he was someone I've been secretly lusting after for a few years. A good time was had by all who came near me. Pun intended! lol

Friday and Saturday, I had dates that ended in the bedroom. But it all started Thursday, when I went to do a massage. A gorgeous redhead was my , well built everywhere! I have a weakness for redheads anyway. Physically, he was the perfect husband for me. Unfortunately, he was from out of town, so I just gave him plenty to remember me by. Hope he comes again!

And I still had time to work, drink, party, dance, clean house and watch the last episodes of One Life To Live!

And before I forget, I'm hoping to get a breather in here, because I'm planning to have some guys over to play strip poker next. Damn, but tomorrow's Hump Day, and the next night I'm working at the bar, and Friday, I have another massage . I guess the Lord and I are taking Sunday off! lol

Here's hoping you all are having an eventful week as well!
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Sorry Guys!!!
Posted:Dec 25, 2011 10:40 am
Last Updated:Jun 27, 2012 8:04 am
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I know it has been a very long time since I've been here. I do apologize about that. And from what I've seen since I got here today, I have missed out on a lot!

Yes, I'm still doing the same things, just more of it, if you can believe it! But I've gotten kind of popular in other places that I don't get here like I use to or I should. I will try to correct that in the coming year.

In the meantime, you can find me and my writings several places now. You can also contact for subscriptions to either the Fagette! or the Fagazine!, both of which I write for.

Until we meat again, have a very Merry Christmas and a Happy and exciting New Year!!!
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In Honor of the Holiday....
Posted:Mar 17, 2009 3:30 pm
Last Updated:Mar 19, 2024 4:57 am
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Saint Patrick's Day that is, I'm going to spend a few moments with some of my Patricks and a Rick!

Patrick #1 was a stripper I met. My best friend was a bit infatuated with him at the time, so I went with him to check him out. To look at, he wasn't bad. Just wasn't my type. But his personality was great and he took the time to get to know you. By the time the week was out, he had made my B-list, in this case, back-up in case none of the A-list were working that night. He retired to bigger things some time ago, but to this day, I still remember the two things he was damn good at.

While we are at the bars, I might as well get to Patrick #2, who was a bartender when I met him. Damn, that was about fifteen years ago. Anyway, I was walking passed his bar and the music was kicking! So I had to go in and dance my ass off. When I was ready to leave, I asked this bartender about a pay phone. He had the most amazing smile, which matched his eyes, and he had great face. Honestly though, I fell in love with his ass, literally. Anyway, when he answered my question, I tipped him a fifty and left. He still tells that story to this day. Yes, we are still friends. I followed him to a few other bars before he moved on to other things. And if you are wondering, he has never been single in the whole time I've known him, so no, I haven't been to paradise! lol

When I think of the most gorgeous men I've ever met in my life, Patrick #3 is on that list. He was a regular customer at a store I use to manage. And he was fine with a capital "F." I actually became buddies with his family and he became interested in one of my coworkers. It was actually during one of his nights there with her that he shared the fact that he was bisexual. Almost made me feel better about checking him out every time he came in the store. Although she didn't paint as great a picture of him, I didn't see a damn thing I didn't like. Damn, I forgot how much fun we use to have.

As far as my Rick is concerned, have you ever crushed on someone for what seems like forever? That seems to be the case with my Rick. I actually knew his boyfriend at the time first. We had worked together years earlier. So we were at this bar, where I would eventually work at and they would own a store above it for a while, and he introduced me to the cutest face. And that cute face turn out to be a real sweetheart. And the fact that his ass and dick were dreamy as well didn't hurt. Truly one of the cutest, sweetest guys you will ever meet. So of course, I'm still crushing on him!

Can I get a green beer or something? Damn, it's hot in here! I'm going to a bar tonight! And if I don't pick up a trick, I'm coming home and reading this again! lol

Happy Saint Patrick's Day guys!!!
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I promise! I will get back to the stories of my past, but....
Posted:Mar 10, 2009 8:55 am
Last Updated:Dec 25, 2011 10:20 am
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GG4G makes it a point of celebrating my birthday all of the month of March. So I just wanted to share with you some of the festivities we have had, and that might be coming up. But two things first.

I just made a new friend here. Actually, we have written several times but our work schedules haven't meshed very well. Just wanted him to know that I will be in your area for about a month and that if you will be around, we should try and do something. Alone or in a group. I just really look forward to meating you in person. lol

And if you are interested in becoming a member of GG4G, hosting a party or getting the newsletter, let me know. With my new promotion, I can hook up up, somewhat! lol

So far this month, we had a wild night at Club Indianapolis. At one point, there were eight guys crammed into my suite. I never did get my hands on the guy I've been crushing on for years, but I was impressed with a former coworker. And the two strippers from the Unicorn were a special treat!

We had a strip poker night near Soulard Park in Saint Louis. Nineteen guys showed up to play, suck and play some more. You'd think they would let the birthday boy win, but no, I was naked and sucking right along with the other losers. But hey, can you really call that losing?

We also a Trivia Buff night in Illinois. If you haven't played "Bobbing for Apples" yet, find that game! We had a great time with it. We also played Celebrities and Songburst early on, and then on the big screen, we played Jeopardy and Scene It. If you haven't figured it out yet, wrong answers cost you clothes and losing teams rewarded the winners. One of the greatest moments was during Truth or Dare, when we dared one of the four straight guys to go in the bathroom, take off his clothes and come out wearing only a hand towel with all his vital parts covered. Let's just say he did it wrong and in a hilarious turn of events, literally, we saw all he had to offer. We finished off that night playing strip bowling to decide who was sleeping where.

It is my hope to get to Kansas City to hit some of my favorite spots there before having an after-hours at the bed and breakfast there. I also hope to get back to Indy to hit my two favorite bars there and finish off that night kind of crazy as well. but we will just have to wait and see what the guys have in store for me. I will say, it has been a blast so far! Okay...far more than one! lol
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More Info on GG4G
Posted:Jan 29, 2009 2:22 pm
Last Updated:Feb 16, 2009 4:26 pm
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Thank you to the two guys who left well wishes and questions about the association!

Let me first say that as of January 2009, we are now in fifteen cities, instead of twelve, and hope to have twenty by the summer. We are also doing a bathhouse tour and a resort tour before the summer heats things up.

Now, where do we house these events? A lot of the parties are hosted by our members. We also have a few bars that host some of our events. And we have rented club houses and hotel rooms for some. We just like to have a safe environment and a great group of guys to enjoy.

We are currently in five cities in Ohio, four in Indiana, two in Missouri, Green Bay, Louisville, Philly and Cahokia-Dupo. And there is a list of cities we are interested in or have expressed interest in us. We have a recruiter to make sure there is enough interest and resources before we invade an area.

Well, I guess that's enough for now. I will try to return to my normal postings next time.
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