| another weekend |
Oct 23, 2007 12:23 am
912 Views |  | It is mid-October, and I cannot wait until Halloween. I have been waiting all year for this holiday and I don't want to spoil it doing nothing. I usually get out and have a lot of fun on Halloween so I am not too worried. But unlike the previous years passed I am now unemployed and I have not a fucking cent to my name. But whatever, I will still find a way to get fucked up and get away with doing fucked up shit. I always do. Being unemployed is just a minor set back, and it is a set back that I willingly took. I said it once and I will say it again, I would rather die broke then work for them another second.
In other news I got a chance to exercise my Shamanic values this passed Saturday by drinking this really special tea. I don't know what you could call it, but my friends and I have decided to nickname "Shroomy Shaman Tea". I am not going to divulge why it is called that other then to say that the tea was made out of Iced Tea and Mushrooms. I had never drank mushrooms before, just eaten them, but I knew that Shamans and indians used to drink Paoti and they probably drank shrooms too.
The weekend was definitely a braincell holocaust as I got so drunk and high that when my cell phone rang I couldn't figure out where the ringing was coming from. The phone was in my front pocket just F.Y.I. But I went to a Halloween costume party, got more wasted and spent most of the night slapping this twink's face because he wanted to show that he can tolerate pain. I got great footage on my phone of his little smiling face getting back-handed by me. Other than that I ended up meeting with my friend Stiv. The party was almost over when he arrived so we didn't stay long. We left at about two to two-thirty and on the way home we stopped by my old work and I stole four pumpkins. Then I went home and passed out.
My weekend was just another pointless exercise in enlightenment through self-destruction and none of this stuff is new to me. My brain is a veteran to the wars of decadence and I know that I am still young enough to keep the cycle going. |
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| decay |
Sep 26, 2007 11:45 pm
997 Views | | If the mind is a terrible thing to waste, then I am a terrible person. I have done nothing but rot on my computer for the last several weeks, writing music and playing WOW and surfing the internet waves. I need to stop sitting on my ass so much or I am going to turn into a potato. | |
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| Tuesday |
Aug 20, 2007 2:21 am
1121 Views | | Well on Tuesday I am going to go and see Marilyn Manson and Slayer play together on the same stage. I am so psyched, because this is my first time seeing slayer, and I really like their music, and plus I know Manson will play a lot of His heavier stiff just to compete with the ferocity of Slayer. So I am pretty excited. This will be my fifth time seeing Manson, and I know His show will be good. So wish me luck, prey I don't get sucked into the mosh pit and end up killing anyone. | |
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| Evolution |
Aug 10, 2007 2:19 am
1402 Views |  | Well as you all know I am happily unemployed at the moment. A lot of people wanna know why? Well I can rant and rave for pages about this subject, but I am just going to keep the answer simple, short, and to the point. That job hurt my pride, it almost killed it. Five years of mental abuse can take it's toll. I did what I did because to me there was no other choice but to just leave. To put it best, I am a Scorpio, I am a water sign. I needed a new shell because my old shell was too small. I felt suffocated, I felt dead. I wanted to feel alive again, so I left. And you know what? I would quit again if I had the chance. Fuck them. I was loyal for five years, like a dog, and not even a dog would tolerate the shit I put up with. I would rather take my chances unemployed for a little bit. Plus I am going back to school, I already have everything paid for, so all I have to do is just go. In two years of college I can get a degree, unlike five years of slave labor with nothing to show for it but a soar back, a damaged ego, and all the wrath in the world. Bottom line, my growth stagnated there, and I saw a way out, a way to continue to grow, so I took it. Fuck work, hello college. The next time I work I am going to be working on a CAREER, not a job... |
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| hmmmm |
Aug 4, 2007 4:02 am
1225 Views | | I am sick of my job, so I quit. Period. Humans are a disease and I AM TH4E CURE TO THEN INFECTION! | |
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| Ozzfest |
Jul 21, 2007 3:07 am
1300 Views |  | The show was great. I had a lot of fun. I was with my friends from work and they all had fun too. This year I tried to watch more of the bands and I did, and as a result I was exposed to some good music, and some great musicians. I had gone to Ozzfest in 2001, 2002, 2003, and 2004, so this was my fifth one, and I wanted to make it memorable. Ozzy kicked ass, and so did all the other bands, granted a few of them were weird, but all in all it was a good lineup, and a great show. I will remember it for years to come. |
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| an update |
Jul 17, 2007 3:14 am
1351 Views |  | I will keep this brief.
In life a man has few chances to prove himself. And it is up to that man to decide for Himself as to whether or not He is going to step up to the plate and act on it. Few men grab opportunity, and fewer men hold on.
Few men do great things.
I am one of the few. Today, July 17th, 2007, marks one whole year since I quit smoking cigarettes cold turkey.
Granted I didn't cure cancer, and my actions will not save the day. But I am proud of myself. Not many people quit smoking, much less cold turkey. I did.
I said I would do it, and I did, and I am still going to do it cuz I'm a madman! |
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| ha ha I am not dead |
Jun 19, 2007 3:03 am
1465 Views |  | Well the surgery went as expected, it went very smoothly. I got fucked up on the stuff they gave me, and I slept throughout the entire thing. As for the rest of that day, well the anesthesia hit my ass hard, and I ended up sleeping the entire day. But other than that, I ended up perfectly fine. I am off to enjoy myself for yet another week as I do not have to work again until the 25th. That nerve in my neck that I was scared of the doctor hitting never got touched, and I can still lift my left arm above my shoulder and do all that other fun stuff. But yeah sorry to all of those that I have pissed off because I am not dead... |
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| shittin some brix |
Jun 11, 2007 1:52 am
1510 Views |  | I am going in at 10:15 today for my surgery. Too tired to go into detail, other than to say that I am a little nervous, but at the same time excited. I just want to get this thing over with so I can enjoy my week off of work, hahaha. I know I am bad. Well wish me luck, even though EVERYTHING is going to go SMOOTHLY, still wish me luck because I am a little nervous. So yeah Pusstoolio, as I originally named it, is getting removed later on today. Oh yeah I have to say this, if any of you have ever seen the movie Total Recall then you'll get this. My friend named the cyst Kuato, after that guy in Total Recall, you know the guy who came out f the other guy's stomach. So tomorrow, after the surgery, I am going to say, in a faint voice, "Quaid, Quaid, start the reactor..." Just thought I should share... I dunno, I gotta go now and take another shit because I am nervous, let you all know how it goes tomorrow...
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| EXPULSION |
Jun 6, 2007 2:28 am
1464 Views |  | All I can say at the moment is that after this surgery Monday, I am going to take my life with more value. I am going to try and stop fucking myself up so much, it is starting to take it's toll on my physical health. This thing, this bulging cyst, on my neck is a symptom of what kind of energy I have been bringing in and pulling out of this world. It is a dark chi, a build up of stress, envy, jealousy, and wrath. If I don't change my life and where I am taking it, then I fear that I may turn into something I don't like. I don't like being angry all the time. After this surgery Monday I am going to really rethink my life, and figure out what needs salvaged and what needs to be scrapped. |
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