This is a collection of random assed thoughts and fragments of useless information for our everyday lives. If you value youor intelligence I suggest you don't read this stuff.
title: halls of illusions group: Insane Clown Posse
Halls of Illusions
Tickets please, thanks walk through the doors Into the halls of illusions, visit yours and see what could've and would've been real But you had to FUCK up the whole deal Let's take a walk down the hallway It's a long way, it takes all day And when you get to the end you find a chair With straps and chains, we slap you in there Lock you down tight so you cant move a thread And pull your eyelids over your head 'Cause you're about to witness an illusionary dream It's just too bad it aint worth seeing It's your wife and two kids on the floor They're playing nintendo, Bobby's got the high score and there's your wife siting in the chair amd you look but you aint there Instead it's some other man And they're hand in hand she looks so happy, you dont understand See this is an illusion that never came true ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! Back to reality and what you're about Your wife cant smile cuz you knocked her teeth out, and she cant see straight from getting hit Cuz you're a fat, fuckin drunk piece of shit But it's all good here, come have a beer I'll break the top of it, and shove it in your ear And your death comes wicked painful and slow! At the Hands of Melinko
Chorus Great Melinko hear your call one more time your life is gone this is all because of you what you got yourself into
Look who's next, it's mister Clark The dirty old man from the trailor park Got your ticket, thanks take your coat off And later on I'll rip your throat off Let's take a walk down the hallway It's a long way, it takes all day And when you get to the end you find a chair You see all the blood, yeah your boy was just here We get all kind of different people commin through Richies, chickens, and bitches just like you In the halls, everyone gets a turn To witness your illusion before you burn What do we have here, oh dearm no way It looks like your kids and they're okay Your daughter's chillin up in college, top grade And you son's a fuckin doctor, fat pay They've got kids and families and it's all good They even coach little league in the nieghborhood Is this true hjave you really seen the Holy Ghost? NAH BITCH NOT EVEN CLOSE! Back to reality your son is on crack And your daughter;s got nut stains on her back And they both fuckin smell like shit And live in the gutter, and sell crack to each other When they were kids you would beat them and leave them at home And even whip them with the cord on the telephone And that reminds me man you got a call WATCH YOUR STEP TO HELL, IT'S A LONG FALL
Great Melinko hear your call One more time your life is gone This is because of all of you What you got yourself into
Okay uit's time to pack and move to the next town But we forgot mister bigot, okay dig it We cant show you an illusion, cuz we're all packed BUT! I'll still cut your neck out How's that?
Great Melinko hear your call One more time your life is gone This is because of all of you What you got yourself into
These lyrics fit my mindframe at the moment, so mother fuckers beware, Im drunk and out of my mind at the moment....
I also dedicate these lyrics to my father, only from such evil can I be concieved. Dad if by any chance you're readuing this, which I know you're not, I want you to know that I will kill you someday beacause you are the cause of all that is wrong with the family. You molested your own children, beat your wife, and shot up dope. YOU'RE A DEADMAN WALKING!!!
I am very tired and very sore. I have benn on the computer all morning, since 5:30 AM, working on music. I worked on a few songs, and stated a new one that can only be described as a work in a very long proccess. I drank a bitcload of Jagermiester after I got off of work at 9, and I am tired, and hungover. But most of all I am really horny. I wanna do porn, I think I am gonna call the guy who I know thatis directig it, and I think I am gonna do it. Let ya'll know how it goes. here's some porn I was looking at earlier on the net.
Right now I am sitting at this computer, trying to figure out what it is that I want to say, and still nothing comes to mind. This is not because I know nothing, because when you really think about it we're all empty bucket heads, this is because I have too much goddamn shit in my head that I wanna say, but cant get out. Everything is swirling around my skull, I can picture it, it's like a hurricane swirling chaotically around my head. I reach out and can only grab fragments of ideas and rantings, but not the whle thing. Thus I am just wasting a blog, oh well, check back later, maybe I will have something more interesting to rant and rave about! -smile if ur bored!
Right now life is surreal, everything seems so far away and yet so close around me. I feel like a new born baby, and yet I still feel as old as time itself. I think I am just going insane to be honest with you. Hella people in my family went isane or are going insane now, so I dont doubt for one moment that I am not losing my fucking mind. I am probably incriminating myself by saying all this, but what the fuck I dont care because like I said before I live on my own plain of existence. All I wanna do is live my life to the fullest, see the world, fuck hella people, get hella fucked up, and learn as much as I can, is that so insane????????????????????
It's been a while since I have felt so invigorated. I feel lethal, capable of doing things that can mark the world permanentally. I haven't felt this alive in months, maybe even the last year. It is wierd though, because I've been dead for so long that it's hard for me to reconnect with everythin. Up until the last week or so I was a zombie, stuck in a feeding frenzy, feasting on my own brain as I smoked and drank until the entire planet began to spin out of control. I've been binging on my medicine again... But now things are more relzxed, and I am graspinbg reality as it is, and not tweaking it into something else, because let's face it, I dont live or fully comprehend reality as much as I gravitate towards my own inner world and morality. But things are going good, and I feel awake, free. I think I am going to make some good music tonight, I hope so anyways...
I just saw that new movie, Aeon Flux, or whatever it's called. It's that new movie with Charlize Theron, and some other yibs that I dont know who they are. It was a mindfuck, one of those post apocalyptic, set way out in the future, types of movie, and it had a real surreal, almost translucent atmosphere surrounding the events and plot. It reminded me of this movie I saw a couple of years ago, called "Dark City", which is about this city where it is always night time and every night at midnight these pale creepy looking people, looking like cinobytes from Hellraiser, move the people in the city around. That movie was fucking trippy, one of those movies that attacks your mental state, and challenges your reality to where you are mentally drainned fromk watching it and taking it in. Basically you're mind is getting ass-fucked, and the movies that do that are the best, because they make you think, and that's a rarety when it comes to watching a flashing screen for two hours...
I am buzzin right now, I am also stoned. I have reduced my mentality to a primal, self-destructive state, in order to rpeserve my frustrated creative energy to make music on the computer later oin this morning after my homie Stubbze leaves for work at 5:30. Until then I am a zombie on the verge of turning into a creative jugernaut. I have been playing bass all week and I am going to write some new material as well as work on some olkd shit, so everyone wish me luck or it's your funeral... Bwha ha ha ha
I am so fuckin tired. I've been up all night working on music again, and I dont know it I am going to go back onto the froot loops and work some more. My homie showed me how to do some shit as far as using samples go, but I am so tired that I can barely see what I am typing right now. So yeah, Im gonna crash, peace out all you yibs in yib land.
I've seen lots of TV in my life, I've also seen a lot of movies and heard a lot of great music. But there is nothing that can pump me up more than going to a live show and seeing an artist perform their tunes. I've seen Marilyn Manson, Tool, NIN, Slipknot, Black Sabbath, Rob zombie, and a hell of a lot of other acts, and they all impressed me with their stage presence as well as performance. When I grow up I wanna do something similar. I wanna make music, and I wanna go out on the road and play it for people. Protestors and moral activists are more than welcome to attend the show and protest outside, singing songs about Jesus and handing out pamplets. Bad publicity is good publicity, look at Charles Manson, he's hated and famous. In the words of my favorite rock n roll singer, Marilyn Manson, "A person's worth and value aren't always measured by how many people like them, but also by how many people hate them." To put it bluntly, I wanna rock! I wanna rock N Roll all night and party everyday! I wanna play at shows, be protested, be reviled, be worshiped, but the fact is that it may not happen but whatever, there's always porn.
list of bands I've seen: Motley Crue, Megadeth, Anthrax, Papa Roach, Linkin Park (a few tims I got stuck seeing them), Hed PE, Godhead, Otep, Drowning Pool (with original singer Dave Willaims), Union Underground, Taproot, Mudvayne (with original face paint, non of that new emo shit they do now), Zackk Wylde's Black Label Society, Disturbed, Slipknot, Marilyn Manson, Black Sabbath, Ozzy Osbourne, Rob Zombie, Voidvod, Nonpoint, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Chevelle, Down, Korn, Trust Company, S.T.U.N., Queens Of The Stoneage, NIN, and a bunch of other bands but I cant remember cuz I get fucked up too much...
My music is taking an eerie turn for the better. I put down the bass licks for the "Scab Song" and put guitars, a beat, some piano and other shit whit it. This is one of my most catchy songs. I already have lyrics for it in the works, which are rattling around my skull like a siezure victim. Though the notes are simplistic, I must say that the song has an edge to it, a vengeful, angry feel. It's about constantly being rejected, by the ones who love, by the ones who you wish would love you, by the dreams you try to hard to accomplish. It's got a "terrible lie", by NIN, feel to it in the sense it is very bitter about being let down in life, and the fact that there is no one else to blame but oneself. It's a pretty badass concoction. I'm thinking about adding a second guitar layer to it, hopefully it wont garble everything up and make it muddy. As for posting the music, still no luck. My homie Stubbze doesnt have a cd burner on his computer, and the files need to be burned to a cd so I can post them, but as soon as I can, I will have a link to this shit. Here are some of the titles for the songs that have been finalized, in the order of which they will be featured on this disc if I ever get the damned thing done...
1-Antisocial Personality 2-The Scab Song 3-Dead By Dawn (Demon Dance Music) 4-Megalomessiah 5-Voodoo Doll 6-The apacolypse Brothers 7-Mudhole 8-Count Chockula (name may be changed to "deep blue") 9-Voices In the TV 10-Attack Of The Martian Rappers 11-From The Depths Of the black waters 12-Somewhere Out In Buttfuck Egypt 13-Zombie Twist 14-Welcome To Hell Brother
-smile if ur bored!
