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Again, About Anti Pornography
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Mar 25, 2006 4:06 am
Mood: pissed off,
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Anti-pornography issue gets crazier. I just watched the news on TV. Police are planning to raid internet cafes in Pekan Baru (Sumatera island - Indonesia), hunting for porn websites. Anyone who gets caught looking at porn sites during the raid will get arrested, trial, and imprisoned! Gay porn of course is included. The raid will be carried out secretly. I agree if the target is underaged kids. But grown-up people are also targetted. Worse is stil yet to come. The police head of Pekan Baru reveals that the same raid will also be carried out in government and private offices! So, employees who get caught will be put in jail. The same raid is also planned on cellphone users. As we know, cellphones now can store images. Thus the police will also cehck upon every one's cellphone to hunt for porn pictures. I will not be surprised if suddenly local Indonesian ISPs utilize porn filter to all their users. It's just a matter of time.
What's the hell is this? People have no freedom/privacy. Those idiots think they can eradicate porn to create good society. In my opinion, the stupid law will only cause more trouble. Lots of men will be cut off from porn. Meaning stress will increase. For those unmarried straight guys who can't handle it well and desperately need some sexual release, they of course will end up raping women. Crime will soar up because bad guys can disguise themselves as police and use this 'raid' as an excuse to check upon cellphones but in reality they just want to steal them. I agree if the anti porn is applied to underaged kids. But grown ups have their mature decision! You can't force them to throw porn away. Indonesia gets more corrupt, using porn issue as their 'saintly' excuse. The law makers are a bunch of hypocrites! I dont believe that they don't like porn. Indonesian legislative are notorious for corruption and laziness. I dont believe that all of them hate porn.
If this law is aplied, which will soon to happen, jails will be full! Almost all Indonesian men hide pirated porn VCDs in their bedroom. Almost all of them hide porn pix in their computer/cellphones, etc. Hell, this country wil later be populate dony by women and fanatic religious figures. The rest are locked up in jails. Imprisoning people we hate will be easy. Just put porn stuff in his belongings and report it to the police. Just as comparison, corruptor who embezzled money billions of rupiahs only got 3 year imprisonment. Pron-related 'crime' will get 7 years behind the bar! Is this what we call as JUSTICE ??? Go figure.
If I had money, I would immigrate to gay friendly and porn friendly country. I dont want to be Indonesian citizen anymore! If a foreigner asked me to be his lover and asked me to relocate, I'd do it in a heart beat!!! Now, who will come to my rescue ??? 
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The Hunt For Pornography
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Mar 23, 2006 10:00 am
Mood: angry,
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Lately, Indonesia is going under 'moral mending'. I don't know how it came about exactly. But many religious moslems were angry with the launch of Indonesian PlayBoy magazine. Suddenly, many people demonstrated and demanded the government to create an anti pornography and pornoaction law. This kind of law is actually not needed at all. Because without that silly law, police can still catch those who produce porn. In case you don't know, porn is illegal here, whether it's straight or gay. As a gay who lives in Indonesia, I think that SUCKS! The new law is suppossed to provide extra protection so that in the future Indonesia will be free from porn in any kinds of form, even daily clothing!
Rumor said that the new anti porn law will define the proper way of clothing, meaning if you wear improper clothes, you can get arrested! Hell, suddenly I feel like living in Saudi Arabia! Although many support this new law, fortunately many other people dislike it. People like artists demonstrate because they think that the new law will ruin their freedom to express in art.
Traditional people also demonstrate because they don't want to go to jail just because their traditional clothes are 'erotic'. Traditional Javanese women usually only wear a fabric that's wrapped around their body, leaving their shoulders and upper torso for people to see. Balinese people also have similar traditional clothes. Even the men wear nothing but loincloth to cover their cocks. Bali people also concern that the new law will affect their income from travel sector. Foreigners who walked aorund the beach wearing bikinis and swimming trunks would get imprisoned if this new law is decreed.
It seems that moral is a good comodity in Indonsian politic now. This means that anyone who plays 'saint' and support morality could gain higher position in politic. It also seems that some fanatic moslems are trying to turn Indonesia into a country with moslem law. This has been showed with the draft of that stupid law! In Islamic law, women and men can not show their body to public. That's why all men and women always cover their body. If a man is found bare-chested in public, he can be punsihed severely for the accusation of arousing lust in public! Indonesia is heading to that direction!!! For moslems, of course this is a wonderful news. Especially moslem women and religious figures. But for other races and religion, thsi is a nightmare! We Christian or Buddhist Chinese will also have to cover our body, too?! What's this all about?! Apparently, they want to stop sex and pornography to the root. And it starts with the dress code.
The war against pornography has even touched other area, like cyber world. The latest news I heard was that police check upon all internet cafe. If someone was caught looking at porn, he/she would be arrested! To the fanatic, porn is a moral disease. For God's sake! Indonesian problem is not porn! It's because its people are under-educated and poor! The government corrupt. This country is ruined to the root, can't be mended, to my opinion. If people were educated and rich, there would be no sexual crimes. That new law will bring nothing but trouble. You can't restrain lust by telling people how to dress. As a gay guy, I can even get a hard-on when I see handsome man who is 'securely' dressed. Lust comes from mind, not from the eyes. Bali threatens to separate from Indonesia if the law is decreed. I support the Balinese people! If the stupid fucking law is decreed, I think I'll be moving to Bali!
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Eyes On Me
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Mar 19, 2006 8:57 am
Mood: melancholy,
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I'm in melancholic mood. I just found a new sad romantic song called Eyes On Me. This song is sung by Faye Wong and is soundtrack for the game Final Fantasy 8. Yes, I love playing games to keep my mind busy from the thought that I'm actually lonely in this world. I still hv my parents and sister. But I have no lover. I just want a guy who can be with me, hold my hand, and accompany me in this voyage through the ocean of life... Sorry if I wrote in a poetic way, as I said I'm in melancholic. I'm sitting alone and am listening to that song. The lyrics touches my heart. It's about a girl who longs to let her lover know about her true feeling towards him. If you have played Final Fantasy 8, you will know it. As for me, I don't even have anyone to talk to to. I really want to love a guy and to tell him that I love him. It's sos ad, really. I even weep when I sing along. Will I ever have a guy to hold and to love? 
Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you
Close as I wanna be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you
Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming
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He Was Not The Man I Knew!
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Mar 11, 2006 10:12 am
Mood: sad,
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My last bf was a native Indonesian from Padang (Sumatera) and we have broken up since September 2005 (exactly after 10 months we became bf). Last week, I found the whole truth about him. He asked me to fix his laptop, after some time not talking to me. I gladly fixed it because I missed seeing him although I knew he did not love me anymore. I didn't hope to get back either. I knew him as Veriandi Iskandar, 28yo, accounting manager, single. But he was not the man I knew.
From his laptop, I knew that his real name was M. More surprise, he's MARRIED! I found lots of pix of him posing with a woman whom I thought was his wife. He's born in 1970, so that made him 36 this year. And he's a manager at one of Indonesian McDonald's restaurants. I had got over him. But still, finding the truth like that is heartbreaking. I could not believe he lied to me!
Actually, I knew something fishy was going on, but he did not want to admit it. When we were still bf, he took me to a house whom he claimed to be his brother's. I found lots of his pix. But he denied they were his, saying his bro and he looked so alike like twins. I also found an old passport of his saying his name was Marlon. When I asked about McDonalds (he had lots of McDonald's kid stuff in the house + his pix wearing McDonalds' jacket), he denied it. He even pointed out a building during the journey home saying that was his office.
The reason he broke me up was because he's married, I think. I was so in love with him and he got scared, I guess. I admit, I am a homebody, rarely going out. Still, it did not give him any right to lie to me from the start. I tolerated his bad behaviors, but he could not accept me for who I was. I wish his wife knew about her husband's homosexuality! Strange, she doesn't notice his husband's effeminancy. 'Veri' is not sissy, but you can tell that he's gay by looking at his hand gestures and walking style. I had his home phone number and address, I could go there and speak with her. But I dont want to be hateful.
The sex I had with him when we were lovers sucked big time! But I still loved him, forgiving him for everything. As a bottom, I expected a hot fucking from him. But his cock went limp all the time. I just got the key to that mystery when he broke me up, saying that he suddenly felt he's a bottom and needed to get fucked by a hot macho muscular guy! I am slim and cute, so I am out of his picture. I'd be lying if I said I didn't think of sucking his cock because I haven't had sex for months! Perhaps, I could have the chance to fuck his ass (I wanna try to be top). But deep in this heart, I have a wound that will never heal!
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Hello everyone!
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Feb 26, 2006 10:49 am
Mood: contemplative,
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This is my first blog entry. I've joined Out Personals for years. Frankly, I've been dormant, just waiting passively for someone to contact me. But no one came. It's been months since I visited Out Personals, until yesterday, when I thought I should at least do something so that gay guys out there knew I exist. I saw so many guys active in blogs and magazine section. Who knows I could meet someone there.
I live in Jakarta, Indonesia. This place is not so gay friendly. Gay guys here simply ust want to have sex. I love sex. But I want something more permanent: a long-term monogamous gay relationship. Most Indonesian (either native or Chinese) are a bunch of losers and cowards. I've been hurt so many times. They used me, took advantages on me, then they dumped me. Indonesia is certainly not the place for me to find love.
If you happen to live in a country where its gay love life sucks, or perhaps if you are interested in me, please share your ideas by commenting this subject. Thank you for reading, guys.
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