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Julie's Boobs 18 Femulate… fem-u-late (fem’ ya-lat’) u., To imitate, copy, or try to be like a female. That’s me, I femulate! I have noticed lately that some of my women’s T-shirts, tank tops and some other tops are starting to fit me a bit more snugly. I have not gained any weight because I am on a somewhat strict diet and do exercise to keep me looking feminine and womanly and my weight stays around 135, which is good for a 5’8” frame. Like many women I watch my figure to stay slender and feminine so I eat a low carb sugarless diet that also helps control my type 2 diabetes. But my diet also consists of things that promote my estrogen levels. My hormone supplements I take, not only promote my estrogen levels but also my progesterone, which helps with breast development but that is the hormone that mainly helps develop the inner plumbing in a woman such as uterus, womb, ovaries, etc. I do not have any of that plumbing inside me nor will that ever create those organs in a genetic male but it makes me feel more womanly and feminine knowing that I have hormones inside me that would help with that female plumbing. I do like to imagine I have those things inside me. It just makes me feel more womanly. I do overall exercises for weight control and health but do target my butt and legs the most and also do women’s aerobics. I do women’s pushups because strengthening the pectoral muscles behind the breasts helps keep them uplifted. Husband who plays with my breasts and sucks on them tells me they are firm. I even play with them myself because of the fascination of having real and natural boobs, and I have yet to get over that fascination. As I am writing this I often do reach up and play with and massage my tits. I am not wearing a bra as I am writing this and just sitting here in a pair of lavender bikini panties. This is also how I usually am when doing my sissy self hypnosis sessions while sitting in front of my computer or lying on the bed with headphones on. My hands are on my breasts much of the time during hypno sessions. I also usually have a tampon or butt plug inserted. I do not want to do any exercise that will add muscular tone or increase the size of my arms and shoulders. I have finally got them down so they can pass as a woman’s arms. I also try to dress to hide any maleness. Although I do think of myself as a woman, I do know what I really am and do what I can to better my illusion and deception to make me appear as a woman. We do practice our martial arts as exercise, sometimes together and sometimes separately. Our 2 separate styles are both considered Japanese but they are a bit different in technique. One bedroom we have made into kind of a gym but we also use it as a personal dojo. My tops (T-shirts and tanks) have been washed enough where they do not shrink anymore so that means I have to be getting bigger in some places. The only place my tops are getting snugger at is around my bosom area. While most of the garment fits me about the same as they did, they now fit me tighter around my boobs. The material is stretched more and hugs my breasts tighter and my nipples are straining more to try to poke through the material. After all, I am into a C cup now. My new bra size is a 38C. From now on I will have to try bras on when buying new ones to make sure I get the proper fit. Since living totally full time as a woman, going on HRT and my estrogen regimen, also developing my breasts my body has been going through a lot of changes. I have always targeted my butt when I exercise to keep it firm, uplifted and looking like a woman’s butt but the estrogen regimen has also helped shape it. Transwomen just like real GGs want a good looking sexy feminine bottom as well as nice firm knockers. Husband tells me that my boobs must still be growing a little and they look somewhat fuller. More like I was when I was lactating but I am not lactating now. I have had some soreness in my breasts, which usually accompanies some growth. I have asked my doctor about if my breasts can still be getting bigger at my age. His reply was that he has some experience with preteen and early boys contracting gynecomastia and developing budding breasts due to hormone imbalance but for adults he needs to do some research on that. He did tell me though that it being late in life with the hormone imbalance and changes that my body could be reacting like a teenage girl that is just starting breast development. When I started HRT and eating and doing things to promote my estrogen levels was mainly just to make me more feminine because I was going to be living as a woman. I heard it could cause people like me to grow breasts and was hoping for it but I also heard that in most cases it was unsuccessful. The 2 times in the past that I was on HRT with pharmaceutical female hormones which was a prerequisite for SRS, I did start to get small swelling and my nipples were sore before I had to halt the program. I do hope now that I can achieve a D cup but will be satisfied with a C if that is the biggest I can get. Actually I am happy with what I have but will gladly accept anymore that is allotted to me by nature. Husband has started calling them my ‘knockers’, which is an old term that is not as common as it used to be. When I was younger and just getting started I wanted ‘knockers’, 2 nice breasts protruding from my chest. I used to look at men’s magazines with nude or semi nude women desiring a body much like theirs. When I was in high school I did date girls and got horny as a male when I saw an attractive woman and wanted to screw her. As life went on I still looked at sexually attractive women but instead of wanting to fuck her I wanted to be her or be like her. I desired to have men look at me as a woman and want to fuck me. My first mammogram did show proof that my breasts were the same as any other woman’s breasts and were just as real. I was given a copy of the X-ray pictures that showed the inside of mine were the lobules, milk glands and milk ducts surrounded by fat cells just as any other woman’s breasts. I have recently had my tits squeezed between the 2 flat plates again for my second mammography but my boobs were bigger this time and I have the pictures and everything is fine. I will have yearly mammograms from now on because I am just as susceptible to breast cancer as any other woman. There can always be a price to pay for things one really wants. But chances are I will never have breast cancer. Husband and I will be participating in the ‘Moms on the Run’ event being held in Reno on May 14th, Mother’s Day starting at Reno High School. It is to fund the fight against breast cancer and provide other gynecology services for women. We will be getting a pink cotton T-shirt with the event logo on it which is included in the $40 admission fee. They have a 10K run and a 5K run and also a 5K walk and we will probably do the 5K walk. A long with my event T- shirt I will wear a pair of blue jeans (women’s of course) and I also bought a pair of women’s pink Reebok sneakers for such events (everything I buy now is for a woman). The jeans are snug because I like showing off my womanly butt as well. This will be the 4th event of this nature that Husband and I have participated in. So far we have participated in 3 Susan G. Komen AVON 39 events; one in Reno, another in San Francisco and another in Santa Barbara, CA. Including this upcoming Moms on the Run event we have decided to participate in those 4 events regularly. This time we will have a team of 6 of us because we have 2 other couples like us that the women are transwomen. They too, femulate just like I do and even though they are transwomen they also consider themselves a woman and pass as a woman. The 6 of us have been hanging out and partying together because we are 3 couples that have something very much in common; the wives and girlfriends are transwomen. The girls were my bridesmaids at mine and Husband’s wedding. One of the couples is married and was married at the same wedding chapel in Las Vegas that Husband and I were and I was a bridesmaid. The other couple are just shacking up right now do plan on getting married in the very near future and at the same wedding chapel. I will be a bridesmaid at their wedding also. We are just like 3 male and female heterosexual couples that hang out together; the only difference is that the females in this case are transwomen. Just like me, they are the woman totally in and out of bed and get fucked in the butt by their man and also suck his dick. Also just like me, they have stopped traditional tucking in crotch and like me started using a prosthetic realistic vulva glued on to them. I am a redhead so I have red pubic hair sewn into mine but the other girls; one is a blond and has blond pubic hair sewn into hers and the other has black hair and has black pubic hair for hers. We 3 girls have talked about getting our event T-shirts a size smaller to display our boobs better. They are each a B cup but do have nice breasts. I never wear a bra at these events because I want my rack to bounce and jiggle so people will think that they are looking at a real woman when they see me. Also to aid with my illusion of femininity I will have on a waist cincher and under my jeans I will be wearing one of my butt shaper panties to help make me look like a woman. We girls thought about doing the 5k run instead of the walk to make our boobs bounce and jiggle more but decided that we could get a good noticeable bounce and jiggle going with just a good brisk walk. We also walk like women and thought that our hip roll and sway and butt wiggle would be more noticeable with the walk. My 2 girlfriends have totally feminized themselves also. We 3 girls are great together and we luv being a woman and feel that we should have been born female. Also we all 3 have boobs. |
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YUMMM ! HOUSTON is a LITTLE too FAR ! BUT AUSTIN is ONLY an HR.AWAY ! DO you KNOW ANY TG PLACES IN AUSTIN !!
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I HEAR YOU SISTER i have not GONE OUT in PUBLIC DRESSED in FEM MODE but I"M DYING TOO! and some day i just know i will , like you said ,, LIFE is TOOOO SHORT ! i'm sure if i ventured OUT in FEM i would have a problem with redneck homophobes ! but when i go to austin i usualy go to gay establishments ! or gay friendly places ! we even have a clothing optional park that is a popular gay hangout ! which is where i began having gay encounters ! i lovvvvvvve to strut in a bright thong or g-string ! i even took my 2nd wife there as i assured her she would be safe going nude as alllllll the men are gaaay ! SHE never ASKED how i KNEW that ! but she eventualy FIGURED ME OUT !! and she would have pobably prefered showing OFF those PURRRRRFECT 36 DD'S to a hetero manly man ! we did FREQUENT a SWINGER's RESORT that was CLOTHING OPTIONAL ! and both MEN & WOMEN cumplimented her on her TITS ! while in the swimming pool they would swim up and feel her up ! sucking them ! as I smiled proudly and APPROVINGLY !! we never did swap partners ! but i had hoped we would ! find a bi couple where i could service the man ! or the woman could use a strap on on me while i watched my wife getting fucked by another man ! in the END ,, SHE WAS FUCKING a GUY at WORK , which was why we divorced ,, she wanted a man ! and not a fem faggot as i was becumming more and more fem ! so do YOU & HUSBAND PLAY TOGETHER ? or do YOU just LIKE making OTHER GURLS HORNY with your BLOGS ? lol
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ohhhh honey,, got carried away there ! heeeheee ! my hair is more SALT & PEPPER when i was YOUNGER , it was jet black !! but now my WIGS are BOTH BLACK ! hence the name RAVEN !! one is SHORT SASSY BOBBED STYLE ! the OTHER is LONGER & CURLY !!! i'm thinking of getting a blonde ! and red head wigs ! a gurl lovves variety ! living in a small town , pop. 5500 not many places i can go out dressed up ! luckily , austin is only an hr. away ! GAY PRIDE will be here in AUGUST & i have NEW BLACK SKIRT that ZIPS in FRONT ! i plan on wearing that nite at my favorite gay club ! the gay pride festival is during the day ! so i plan on wearing a pair of white SHORT! SHORTS ! i got from the women' section at wal-mart ! i will go topless as it is usualy hot ! i may try and find some smaller heels ! 2-3 in, that i can swish in and not trip on my self ! the festival is a blast with lots of drag Queens ! BOI TOY MODELS !! as long as you cover your privates ! you can almost go as BARE as you DARE !! one year i wore a PAIR of BRIGHT PURPLE ! CHEEKY SHORTS & NO SHIRT ! but i did collect a lot of rainbow beads ! like they have for mardi gras ! and then i RAN into my NEICE ! had not seen her in years ! so there was no hiding or denying my HOMOSEXUALITY ! instead ,, i OWNED IT GURL ! after all if SHE was THERE ! then she is EITHER GAY ! OR GAY FRIENDLY !! after some chit chat , she had to go back to to work at one of the BOOTHS !! logic being , we are from a large catholic family ! so we are gonna have our share of gays and lesbians ! and more or cumming out it seems every year ! as i strutted thru the festival ,, i felt a sense of pride ! gay pride ! as i was neither ashamed ! or embarassed to be seen by neice in alll my flaming glory ! untill next time sweetie ! kisses ! RAVEN
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i MUST BE FEMALATING TOO it's IRONIC that FAMILY & FRIENDS have BEEN CALLING ME a SISSY FAGGOT since HIGH SCHOOL ! now that i'm divorced for the 2nd time ! i have since cummed OUT of the CLOSET as MY FEM WARDROBE keeps EXPANDING lol !! i even have a FEMALE co-worker who knows i'm gay ! and jokes that SHE is MORE MANLY than me !!! sometimes when we're joking around and i say something FUNNY ! she says i sound just like a GURL ! no ! she DOES not KNOW i crossdress ! well not yet anyway ! hee hee ! i'm not even trying to be FEM ,, but sometimes " RAVEN" just pops OUT we were having lunch with another co-worker and she commiented i need to get LAID and find a GIRLFRIEND ! the other co-worker does not know i'm GAY as is HOMOPHOBIC ! so i just kept my mouth shut ! the next morning i asked MONIQUE if she ANYONE ? her respnse being jokingly : I DON"T KNOW WHAT you WANT ? MALE ? FEMALE ? l.o.l ha ha ! yeah i can see how she is CONFUSED !! i guess it's HARD to EXPLAIN being a GAY LESBIAN !! so i said BOTH ! lol of course i lovvvvvve gay men and dick ! but i also LOVVVVVVE CHICKS WITH DICKS !!! i also lovvve DRESSING UP as well !!! i'm also Quite versatile as i lovvvvvvvve being a submissive bottom gurl ! and can be a horny TOP with ANOTHER GURL !! but with MEN i lovvvve being the submissive cum slut ! to be dominated and told what to do and how to do it ! to be talked to dirty ! and nasty really makes my pussy wet ! to HEAR a MAN MOAN & his EYES ROLL BACK in his HEAD as he CUMS in my MOUTH or ass/PUSSY ! i love looking in his eyes when i'm sucking him ! and like wise when i'm STRADDLING him COWGURL STYLE ! he can sit back 1 enjoy the ride ! or jack me off ! so i can lick my cum off his chest ! or give him a cum filled passionate kiss if he is so inclined ! so hon ! you TELL me what i AM ? lol what's in a label as long as every CUMS & is HAPPY !! love that label tho FEMULATE KISSES RAVEN
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i'm sooooo JEALOUS ! your HUSBAND is SO LUCKY !!! i'm finaly EMBRACING my FEMINITY as well ! having added several outfits and my first pair of knee high ! leatherette boots with 4 in. spiked heels ! you can not walk in them with out SWISHING ! like a sissy gurl ! i have a regular fuck buddy who is married and cums and sees me when he is passing thru town ! i usualy just suck him off as he can never stay long ! we do kiss passionatley before , during and after seXXX ! and allow for some cuddle time too ! i always wear something sexxxy when i greet him ! this last time i had a gurly backless panty with a buttplug firmly in place ! after some foreplay i dropped my robe and revealed my pussy to him ! getting a big smile of approval ! i pulled my buttplug out and straddled him cowgurl style ! he had never fucked me before , but we really got into it ! finishing with him fucking me doggystyle ! we collasped with his full weight and cock still in me ! as he continued to kiss my neck and shoulders untill he had to leave now that HE has FINALY FUCKED ME ,, i PLAN on DRESSING UP next time !! and telling him ,, that i will be the kind of woman he wishes his wife could be ! a total bedroom slut !kisses ! raven
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You have BEAUTIFUL BREASTS !!!!!
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