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Julie_Tgirl 74T
1617 posts
3/2/2017 2:10 pm

Last Read:
3/6/2017 10:48 pm

Julie's Boobs 17


My last bras I bought were 38C so I guess that I could be now officially a C cup girl. When I was a B cup and smaller, I did want bigger boobs and thought if they quit growing at a B that I would get a boob job to achieve a D cup. If I were to have my own tits growing off my chest that were part of my body, I wanted jugs. But I also had thought that if I could achieve at least a C cup on my own and naturally, that I would be satisfied and not need augmentation.
As we get older it takes a little more and longer to heal from any type of surgery. So whatever breast development a woman my age can achieve naturally on her own is best. Plus the fact that if I stay with what I have naturally I will not have to worry about implant leakage or having implants replaced every few years like many women do.
Right now I am satisfied with my breasts and ruling out augmentation, for now. But I am a woman and like many women do and are known for might just change my mind and want jug status on my boobs. They have actually already served as milk jugs so to speak because I did achieve lactation and milked myself with my electric Medela breast pump and bottled it for a young mom that needed it for her baby and I also nursed the baby from my own breasts because Husband and I helped her more by me babysitting for her while she worked. Babies do take a woman’s nipple deeper into their mouths than I realized and was surprised. They draw it deep back into their throat because they are doing it for food and survival, and not just for fun and pleasure like a man or another woman sucking on a woman’s breast. This was another thing that reinforced my feelings of being a woman. Husabnd also liked watching me nurse and breast feed a baby and was amazed because I was born male. I loved the fact that I was giving an infant nourishment from my own breasts.
I have quit lactating since then after the young mom moved away with her baby and back with her parents but walking around with milk in my breasts was one more thing that made me feel so much like a woman. It did take some expensive equipment and much work to achieve lactation. Conditions also had to be just right. I have everything inside my breasts that a woman has; milk glands and milk ducts, etc, that are needed for a woman to produce milk. I also had to have the proper female hormones.
My husband likes my boobs as they are and he does feel me up often and sucks on them and kisses me all over my breasts. He says it is up to me if I do augmentation or not and he is happy with me just the way I am but he would not object to me having bigger boobs. As I have mentioned before he does feel me up a lot and some times in the night I will be awakened with my baby doll nightie pushed up above my boobs and Husband is sucking on one breast while massaging the other with his hand. Sometimes he wakes me up in the morning doing that to me.
My boobs do bounce, jiggle and sway when I walk or run and do that more noticeably if I’m not wearing a bra and those same movements can still be detected with certain bras. My push-up and demi bras do pretty much hold my rack in place but some of my softer full coverage bras do allow freedom of movement.
I do luv wearing bras because it’s a womanly thing to do but at the breast cancer events that Husband and I attended I did not wear a bra while participating in the walk or jog because I wanted freedom of movement with my boobs bouncing and jiggling under my women’s pink T-shirt as I moved. Husband and I will continue to attend and participate in any breast cancer events that we can easily get to.
My boobs do get to swaying a bit if Husband is doing me doggy style or if I get on top and sit on him and start bouncing up and down on his dick or grinding my bottom in a circular motion while on his pelvis while he is inserted inside me. Husband does reach up and put his hands on my boobs if I’m on top.
Just like many women with natural breasts if I am lying on my back my boobs will flatten somewhat but not completely flatten and lean toward my armpits. I do not have any inserts to hold them in the straight up position.
At the breast cancer events people think that I am a real woman and GG and do not act like they know I’m a transwoman. If they did think I might be a transwoman/shemale they don’t care because it is kind of a sisterhood at the events rather GG or TG because we all have boobs, excluding the men of course but transwomen and shemales can get breast cancer and die from it also. I have learned of other transwomen attending those events also and they pass as real women. Us transwomen have varying techniques but we are all expert at tucking so that we look like a GG in the groin without any tell tale male bulge. At the events we all have one common goal and that is fighting breast cancer.
I have had one mammogram so far for cancer screening and to verify that I do have real female breasts and I am now due for another. It has already been determined that my breasts are the real deal and actual female mammaries from my first mammography but my mammograms from now on will be yearly exams to check for breast cancer. Mammograms are uncomfortable and some say they are painful but to me they are something us women need to do and me having them done does kind of excite me because they are a female thing to do. Stuff like that just makes me feel more like a woman.
The female breast has mammary glands, nodules and milk glands with milk ducts going from the nodule to the nipple for milk delivery. I saw these in the pictures they took during my mammogram and looks like a road map or map of rivers leading from the nodules and glands from various places in the breast and all ducts meeting at the nipple. There is also the fatty tissue and fat cells that surround the glands and ducts under the skin inside the breast and yes, I have that too and that is what determines the size and shape of the breast. Muscles behind the breasts help hold them up and projecting outward. In some colored illustrations of the female anatomy that show veins, arteries and organs there will be a yellowish glob of tissue where the breasts are located and I have that.
Gynecomastia has to do with female breast growth and males can get gynecomastia from a hormonal imbalance. It happens in boys sometimes and is an unwanted and dreaded condition. Boys can be mentally devastated when they learn they are growing female breasts. Imagine what it would be like to a boy in his Little League uniform or gym clothes or locker room and he has noticeable breast growth under his uniform top or if he takes off his shirt at a swimming pool. Many cases surgery is required to remove the breast tissue but it can also go away on its own with age.
My doctor told me that I might have gynecomastia when I talked to him about the swelling on my chest and the two small mounds that seemed to be forming. He gave me a manual breast exam and at the same time asked me what I have been doing. I told him of my estrogen regimen of diet and supplements, smoking weed and how I felt my testosterone was decreasing and he said that I could very well have gynecomastia. To be sure he arranged a mammography and blood test for me. I could not get the regular female hormone panel that a GG gets because I do not have the internal plumbing of a female but they did a different type of blood and saliva test on me to determine my levels of female hormones.
My testosterone level was also tested but I already felt that my testosterone was low because of changes in my body. One was I was losing body hair and when I was younger in denial of my feminine side I was a fairly hairy guy on my chest, down my abdomen, legs and butt crack. This has been changing and my body has become much less hairy and almost hair free. Decreasing testosterone is normal as males get older and I was losing mine faster because I was trying to become more feminine and like a woman. I would have to shave my body often when I was younger and exiting a male mode to a female mode. I do not have to do much shaving now. During the hormone tests my testosterone was very low and my estrogen and other female hormones were dominant. To aid with the female hormone levels I started my estrogen regimen and started using a male hormone and testosterone blocker called Spironolactone, us girls that use it called it Spiro or Spirno. Much of the testosterone is from the testicles and this is another reason I want to be castrated. I may not have to use the Spiro if I do not have testicles. My doctor said that it depends on the individual of how one’s body reacts to desperate measures. If I do get castrated I will want my penis amputated also and be sewn back up so it looks like I have a beaver down there, sewn back up so that it looks like I have a slit with ‘pussy lips’ and a cunt. Yes, I want to look like a woman down there. If I do not have a vagina constructed and cut into me the healing time will be much faster and easier, all my life I have been using my rectum as my vagina anyway. Husband is supportive of this as he supports anything I do to make me more like a woman. I will never ever use my penis or testicles again in my life and they are useless in the way parts that I don’t need. I have already committed myself to being a woman the rest of my life. Without the penis and testicles I will not need to use the prosthetic pussy glued to me anymore because I will have a beaver and cunt down there and panties and swimsuits will fit me better and make me look like a natural woman down there with no male bulge. I do have the female gap at the juncture of my thighs with the prosthetic attached so my guess is that I will still have the gap down there between my legs if I don’t have a penis and testicles in the way.
My diet and regimen of estrogen and other female hormones is; estrogen and progesterone supplement tablets and capsules plus an estrogen elevating diet, which is soy products and tofu, lots of sunflower seeds on my salads and I use fennel, fenugreek (some of us call it femugreek, femu for feminizing you and Greek for getting fucked in the ass) and other foods that promote and elevate estrogen levels. I try to avoid foods that promote testosterone levels.
The sensations of having my boobs squeezed or massaged is much like having my butt squeezed or felt up. I can feel the hand squeezing and the pressure of it. My nipples have the most sensation. Husband does feel up my butt a lot and probably more than he does my boobs.
Something that I have been thinking about and like to experience is having my breasts kissed and sucked on by another woman. I would like to experience lesbian love making on my breasts.

JoRay63 61M
169 posts
3/2/2017 5:28 pm

WOW so amazing !!!!


Julie_Tgirl replies on 3/3/2017 2:37 am:
Hi and TY for responding. I just hope my journey into womanhood never ends

Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 posts
3/2/2017 2:13 pm

And am now a married woman


Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 posts
3/2/2017 2:12 pm

And lived as a woman


Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 posts
3/2/2017 2:12 pm

But I did become one


Julie_Tgirl 74T
3021 posts
3/2/2017 2:11 pm

I wish I was born a girl