My Quest (1st Year Summary/Update)
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12/8/2005 7:00 amLast Read: |
Well guys, it's now been year since I started my quest and I thought it was time to review, look back and see what all I've learned. I'm also going to look forward a bit here and see what I can come up with for next year. For those of you who haven't followed my blogs, my quest has been an exploration of my bisexual (gay) side. I'm a 47 years old, married professional guy who, like a lot of guys out here, had been curious my entire life about guys. I finally made the decision a year ago to find out, to explore and to see what and where it led, to find out if my fantasies were just that or if there was something else going on. I had originally drawn up a list of everything I wanted to do and to try. So far, I've accomplished about 99% of that list. For those who love statistics, I've officially been with the following: Total number of men - 42 (That's different guys, I've been with a number of them more than once  Racial break down - Approx 20% African-American, 60% White, 15% Hispanic, 5% TS/TG (No Asians yet.. Damnit!!) Number of 3-ways = 5 Number of 4-ways = 1 (I still have NOT fullfilled one of my main fantasies: I want to be in a room full of guys/cocks (10-15) and I want to suck them ALL off. Cut vs uncut = Approx 95% to 5%. Actually, now that I think of it, out of the 42 guys, I've been with 3 that were uncut so that's more like 7% Biggest dick (Who really cares huh?) = Approx 13" Smallest dick (Like I said, who really cares) = Approx 2" He was uncut also. Nice guy, I do feel kind of sorry for him though.. We did have a good time... Places FOR sexual encounters - 90% no-tell motel, 8% persons home, 2% car/truck (While I did enjoy them, just from the thrill of possibly being caught, cars/trucks are NOT my favorite place. I would much rather have privacy and time to do things right Out of the 42 guys, 3 were incapable of getting it up. Bummer.... Out of the 42 guys, 45% have been or were actively taking some form of male potency drug (Cialis or Viagra) I don't btw... Out of the 42, 1 guy was heavily into poppers. No thanks... Not for me guys. Number of bondage sessions - 2. (Both were incredible experiences and I plan on doing more of them Number of times in a MMF 3-way - 0 (Big fat fucking zero. Damnit!) Number of times I bottomed - 1 (Kind of. One of my main partners tried sticking his cock up my ass. Unfortunatly (well not really he has a major thick dick. The exprience, for me at least, was very uncomfortable and not that pleasurable so we stopped... We're going to try this again sometime. Hopefully, the next time, we'll give the ol' Tazzermans ass a bit more preparation BEFORE we try wedging that thing up there Number of times I topped - 12 Number of times I topped and got shit on = 1 (If you followed my blogs you know what I'm talking about Number of times I've eaten cum - 1/2 (Kind of. I did suck on one guys cock AFTER he came. I licked off some of his cum and truly enjoyed it) Ok, so there are the stats. (Yes I know, I'm anal retentive. I'm a computer geek afterall What have I learned: I LOVE to suck cock and I'm really really really good at it. I LOVE to deep throat and can take a 13" cock all the way without any problem. I'm pretty much a top. Guys are funnier than hell. They are also cute and sexy and much much MUCH more gentle and loving than we ever get credit for. Guys LOVE to get their cocks sucked. (Of course we ALL know that) Having someone stick a very thick dick up your ass is not something you should try without warming up a bit first Being tied down to a bed spread eagle by a master bondage expert and teased and toyed with and brought to the edge of orgasim time and time and time again can be one MAJOR sexual experience. 3 and 4 ways are VERY fun as long as you have the right guys. Sometimes, getting a hard on in such a situation can be difficult for ALL involved. I consider myself bisexual (Yes, I love BOTH men and women) not gay, not hetro. I'm both. OP is the best place on the net. I love all my friends out here, I read all your blogs and I truly appreciate all those that comment on mine and try to help me and provide advice and feedback. Especially in regards to the "Monkey" You guys ROCK very very much!!!! So, what's next you might ask. Well, here's the list for 2006: I want to be with an Asian. Big TIME. Any Asians in the Indy area, PLEASE contact me. I'm yours. I still want to have that big group suck off. 10-15 guys at least. I want to be on my knees and sucking constantly. I figure that I can handle 3 guys at a time (one in my mouth, 1 in each hand)and I want everyone of them to cum all over me. I'm your slut... I want to be in a MMF 3-way. I want to eat the girls pussy WHILE the other guy is fucking her. I want to pull his cock out and suck on it. I want I want I want The possiblities are endless.I want to continue meeting new and interesting guys with hard cocks who enjoy passionate, loving, mind blowing sex. I'm open to all cummers.. Of course, I want to continue to see the 'usual suspects'.. You guys know who you are. You guys are the best and have helped me in my exploration so much. I love ya all, big and small. I'm also counting on all of you to help with my giant gang suck off. I want to bottom in a big way. I'm going to be concentrating on this in 2006 I also want to learn to enjoy eating cum. That's another goal for 2006. I want to become a cum sucking cocksucker Oh and one other thing, 2006 will be the year that I finally come to grips with the Monkey. One way or the other, that furry little fucker is going to be toast. I know all of you out here will help me and be there for me and I truly appreciate it, from the bottom of my heart. Here's to a ROCKIN 2006.. Keep your dick hard and your cum sweet.. -tm |
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12/8/2005 9:43 am |
*caugh* *caugh* Uh, I just wadded up my score card and casually dropped it in the trash. (Oh, I did have a MMF, but we were all way too drunk.) I'd like to think that in 2006, I'll aim for improved quality, rather than quantity, but who am I kidding? Ya gotta have SOME quantity...
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12/8/2005 1:01 pm |
mindgarden, to funny! Keep in mind, a good 90% WERE quality I never knew how many guys there were around here who were just like me. I'm like a kid in a candy store... btw, I WILL have the MMF 3-way worked out shortly.. Found a couple... I can't wait. -tm
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12/8/2005 4:20 pm |
Dang Tazz....I don't think I even KNOW 42 people, much less "been with." LOL Just reading your statistics has worn me out. LOL
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12/8/2005 9:19 pm |
Tazzer, like Joey [Wang] before me, you are moving fast with your exploration, conquering of your "bi" side...Ha! One important aspect about your personality though, that I would like to mention or focus on is your incredible ability to be gracious, kind & positive in the manner in which you speak of the people whom you have met or "been" with. Being a member of the "short horned" club, I think it would be most remarkable to have an orgasmic experience with someone such as yourself. Too many are judgemental stricktly according to your size & don't realise that performance can compensate for a lot of "short" comings! I think to see people through your eyes would make one ask: "What color is a rainbow?" Hugs, Clint Do not ask the Lord to guide your footsteps if you're not willing to move your feet! 
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10/21/2007 8:37 pm |
I always wanted to do this, and never could find anyone that loved the ropes that much. ::sigh:: "Being tied down to a bed spread eagle by a master bondage expert and teased and toyed with and brought to the edge of orgasim time and time and time again can be one MAJOR sexual experience."
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