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Best of luck on your return journey; we'll be watchin' fer ya.
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Toys are great especially when a friend is installing them!
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Being butt plugs were mentioned I wanted to respond to this but I do not know who the author is or what he does but the best I can figure if he is somewhat of a celebrity then my guess would be, gay porn? He also has a different style of writing. But anyway, I have been known to use butt plugs. If I get dolled up and go out to a TG friendly nightclub I usually have a fully expanded super tampon or a butt plug inserted up my womanly bottom. Something up my ass makes me feel more like a woman and makes me dance, move, walk and sit more like a woman. It also modifies the rest of me with my speech, gestures and mannerisms. Some clubs I have been known as the 'tampon queen' or 'tampon girl' because when they see me I usually have a tampon inserted up my womanly bottom. I do not use tampons for periods that I don't have but just for the feeling of being a woman. Tampons have a strong mental effect on me of being feminine. There are also times that I have used butt plugs. The small size just isn't quite enough for me and I need something a bit bigger to really get that excitement and feeling from it. The big ones are too big and I'm afraid of not being able to remove it without injuring myself and doing my 'woman hole' some damage. A few years ago I did buy a large butt plug to try and had a hard time getting it up inside me. I used plenty of KY, my lube of choice, and got it and me both very slick and I could not just push it up inside me by hand and had to sit on it to get it inside me. My hole had been expanded, widened and stretched more than it had been ever before. I sat on a wooden stool with a round top and held on the top of the stool as I pushed down. I was determined to get things in me and up my hole. I loved the feeling that I had of being stretched like never before and it had a rounded pointed tip that tapered to the width of about 3 inches wide at the widest point it took me to new levels. It was a large bullet shaped plug that was about 5 or 5.5 inches high from base to tip. I thought that it would never go in even with me sitting on it but finally my sphincter spread enough to slide down over the width and the rest went into me all at once and as my sphincter slid passed the wide part on the back side and kind of sucked it up into me as my sphincter quickly slid down the narrow part locking the thing inside me. I walked around with it for a bit and had some pleasant metal stimulation as will as being stretched as I was. I got dressed in women's undergarments with a dress over the top for outer wear and did my makeup. I kept squirming around on it as I sat at my makeup vanity. I walked around with it in me for awhile enjoying the 'sin'stations of being stretched as I never have been before. After a couple of hours it started to hurt so I thought it was time to take it out and this was hard to do also. It was just too big to be easily pulled out and I tried in several positions. After a lot of work and sweat I pushed like having a bowel movement and pulled on the base at the same time and when it finally came out, kind of popped out and it felt like a bowel movement. I was so relieved when it came out. I was tempted to use this again just because of the experience but I dared not and threw it in the trash so I would not be tempted again. I thought to myself, 'What if I can't get that back out again'. I'm just glad that I did not ruin myself or my precious little hole that I value as my woman hole. I was a little sore for a couple of days and had to sit funny to either side on my cheek and not with my butt hole directly beneath me. I did buy a medium size butt pug that is about 2 inches wide and about 5.5 inches tall and I liked using that and the.resistance at that width was just right as it make me feel the stretch but would go inside me. I have used that one from time to time and have went out in public with that one inside me while dressed and madeup as a woman.
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